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for you to hear told." "I can well believe, Varney, from your manner of speech, and from the words you use, that you have some secret to relate beyond this simple fact of the murder of this gamester by Marmaduke Bannerworth." "You are right--such is the fact; the death of that man could not have moved me as you now see me moved. There is a secret connected with his fate which I may well hesitate to utter--a secret even to whisper to the winds of heaven--I--although I did not do the deed, no, no--I--I did not strike the blow--not I--not I!" [Illustration] "Varney, it is astonishing to me the pains you take to assure yourself of your innocence of this deed; no one accuses you, but still, were it not that I am impressed with a strong conviction that you're speaking to me nothing but the truth, the very fact of your extreme anxiety to acquit yourself, would engender suspicion." "I can understand that feeling, Charles Holland; I can fully understand it. I do not blame you for it--it is a most natural one; but when you know all, you will feel with me how necessary it must have been to my peace to seize upon every trivial circumstance that can help me to a belief in my own innocence." "It may be so; as yet, you well know, I speak in ignorance. But what could there have been in the character of that gambler, that has made you so sympathetic concerning his decease?" "Nothing--nothing whatever in his character. He was a bad man; not one of those free, open spirits which are seduced into crime by thoughtlessness--not one of those whom we pity, perchance, more than we condemn; but a man without a redeeming trait in his disposition--a man so heaped up with vices and iniquities, that society gained much by his decease, and not an individual could say that he had lost a friend." "And yet the mere thought of the circumstances connected with his death seems almost to drive you to the verge of despair." "You are right; the mere thought has that effect." "You have aroused all my curiosity to know the causes of such a feeling." Varney paced the apartment in silence for many minutes. He seemed to be enduring a great mental struggle, and at length, when he turned to Charles Holland and spoke, there were upon his countenance traces of deep emotion. "I have said, young man, that I will take you into my confidence. I have said that I will clear up many seeming mysteries, and that I will enable you to understand what w
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