hopes all round, though of course I knew you didn't know your
partner from the parquet--if he happened to be as good as the floor."
"You love watching me, don't you? much better than seeing me." How he
wished she weren't always right.
"Remember what a wonderful drama you are, Elaine."
"A drama in which you have played lead. But you only liked the first
act--the Comedy Act, and you won't even enjoy the curtain as much as you
think, because always there will be the nasty certainty of its some day
going up again, and then you won't even be in the wings."
How diabolically clear-sighted she was!
"Bill, dearest," she held out her hand, "you are reaching the moment
when you long to be the third person. You want a little rest. You have
come to the point in the life of every lover when he prefers the husband
to the wife."
But this was more than he could stand. A horrible shadow was being cast
over his future, romance was shrinking before his eyes. Frightened, he
bent down and kissed her. "Darling," he murmured, nestling his face in
her neck, "what nonsense you talk."
Love, passion, romance, fidelity--all were vindicated by this deliberate
act.
Her doubts, her certainties, subsided, vanished--hypnotised with
happiness. "I was teasing," she lied.
"I must go," he said.
"No."
"Yes."
"Not just this moment, please; five more minutes."
"It will be just as difficult then."
"But I shall have had five more minutes."
"How practical you are!"
He stayed.
"I will write to you."
"Do."
"And I shall try and be back in time for tea Thursday, then I shall see
you, in spite of your stupid Russian."
"If I can get away."
"Can't you bring him to dine with me?"
"I'm afraid not; he has asked some one else."
"Shall I have some forms printed with 'I miss you, bless you,' for you
to sign and send me each day."
"Goose!"
"Well, at any rate, I shall have you properly on Monday."
"Yes."
"And please make a great effort about Thursday."
"Yes."
She drew him down to her, holding his face in her hands.
"It is silly to love at my time of life," she said; "I am too young. It
is like wearing a lovely new dress to climb mountains in."
"You will always be young," he said; "you are eternal."
It was his considered view; he wished she weren't. Kissing her a little
absently he walked to the door; then because he had always done so, he
walked back.
"Bless you," he said. It was perfunctory and fi
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