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s things into her ear. Meaningless? They would have had no meaning to any who might have overheard; but in Sally's heart, as it was meant they should be, they were charged to the full--a cup beneath an ever-flowing fountain that brims over--with such kindness and sympathy, as only a woman of Janet's nature knows how to bestow to another and more gentle of her sex. "Are you unhappy, Sally?" she asked, when, from the sounds of her weeping, she had become more rational. There was no answer. "Are you, Sally?" "Yes, frightfully--frightfully! Oh, I wish I hadn't got to go on." It was rent from her heart, torn from her. All the spirit in her was broken--crushed. "But why, my darling? Why?" The thin arms held her tighter, warm lips kissed her neck and shoulders. "Did he treat you badly--did he?" "No!" Janet gleaned much in the directness of that answer. "Doesn't he care for you?" She knew then that Sally cared for him. "I don't know. How could I know?" "He hasn't told you so, one way or the other?" "No." "But you think he doesn't?" "Oh, I don't know." "Then what makes you so frightfully unhappy?" "Because I'm never going to see him again." The words were thick, choked almost in her throat. "Oh, then he doesn't care," said Janet, softly. "Yes, he does!" retorted Sally, wildly. "He does care, only--only--" "Only what?" "Only, he thinks too little of himself and--and too much of me. He says he's not the sort of man I ought to have anything to do with"--the words were rushing from her now--the torrent of earth that a landslip sets free. "He never wants to marry, he hates the conventionalities and the bonds of marriage like you say you do. And he asked me to forgive him for thinking I was different--different--to what he had expected. He said he ought never to have spoken to me in the first instance, and that it was his fault, and he blamed himself entirely for what had happened. Then he took me downstairs and put me in a hansom and said good-bye. And--I'm not to see him--any more." It was a pitiable little story, pitiably told; punctuated with tears and choking breaths, with no heed for effect, nor attempt to make it dramatic or sadder than it already was. When she had finished, she lay there, crying quietly in Janet's arms, all courage gone, all vitality sapped from her. For a long time Janet waited, thinking it all through. Then she whispered in Sally's ears. "And you lo
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