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erly unnerved you are in everything you say." "I'm not unnerved!" Her hand wandered blindly to the table near which she was standing. She leant on it imperceptibly for support. "I'm not unnerved," she repeated. "But you are, my dear child. And why should you want to hide that from me?" She stood there, swaying slightly, taking deep breaths to aid her in her effort. "Well, I assure you I feel absolutely all right now. I'm not a bit weak now! I know I was ridiculously foolish--" "Yes, that's the point I want to get at," he interrupted; "that's just the point I want to get hold of." He did not even appreciate his want of consideration then in pressing her to answer. "Why do you call it foolish? It was I who was foolish; I, entirely, who am to blame. I ought to have known that that was not a fit sight for any woman not accustomed to look on at such things. And because you can't stand it, you call yourself foolish." Sally walked with an effort across to the armchair with the rushed seat and sank quietly into it. "I only mean it was foolish," she explained, "because it was a silly thing to do, the first time that I come to your rooms, for me to faint like that. Do you think you'll feel inclined to ask me again? Isn't it natural that a man should hate a scene of that kind? I only hope that you won't think I easily faint; I don't; I've never--" Traill leant forward on his knees. Understanding was dawning in him, it burnt a light in his eyes. "Do you want to come again, then?" he asked. So keen was he upon getting his answer, that he could not see the climax of hysteria towards which he was bringing her. But against that she was fighting, most fiercely of all. Like the rising water in a gauge, it was leaping in sudden bounds within her. But to break into tears, to murmur incoherently between laughter and sobbing that it could not be helped, but she loved him, wildly, passionately, would give every shred of her body into his hands if he would but take it--against this, in the sweating of her whole strength, she was battling lest he should guess her secret. "Do you want to come again, then?" he repeated, when she continued to look at him with frightened eyes, saying nothing. "Yes, of course; of course I do." "But why--why?" he insisted. This reached the summit of his cruelty--blind cruelty it may have been--but it dragged her also to the climax of her mood. Like the falling of the Tower of Babel,
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