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"Helen will be ill-prepared, I fear, for a life of pious example, if she devotes all of her energies now to the world. _Grace_, you know, sir, is not a human thing which can be bought with money, or worldly eloquence," replied May, earnestly. "Helen has no truer friend, I believe, on my honor, May, than yourself; but, really, she must enjoy life a little longer; then I will turn her over to you and her father confessor;--but I came for a purpose, to-day." "A friendly one, I am sure!" said May. "Yes. I saw Mr. Fielding this morning, and consulted him about the expediency of your remaining _here_, as you wont live with us. We wish the place kept up;--it is a _curioso_ in its way--an _antique_ with all its appurtenances; and I do not know any one more in keeping with it, than cousin May." May laughed. "You think that, as we harmonize so exactly, we should be a mutual protection to each other?" "Precisely. Will you remain?" "No. It would be pleasant on some accounts, but would not be at all suitable on others. A residence here would very materially interrupt the objects and aims of my life, in which pursuit I can alone be happy." "Dodona's Cave! How oracular!" said Mr. Jerrold, laughing outright. "Explain, dear Sopho, your argument!" "Will you understand? But _how_ can you, a Protestant, understand the motive power of a Catholic heart?" said May. "Proceed. I will give you oracle for oracle. I am a Protestant in principle, but not in fact," was the light reply. "I have always felt that while I ate no idle bread I was of some use on earth. I have always been accustomed to an active life. Labor gives one an opportunity of learning many virtues;--_patience_ amongst them, and not the least, humility. I should have nothing to do, here. The necessity for exertion would be gone; and, really, I am too much afraid of _myself_, to trust to exigencies. No, no! I must have an aim which will require the exercise of my most active energies. Dependence will not suit me." "That is it," broke in Mr. Jerrold. "Pride is at the bottom of the whole argument. May! this moment you are as proud as the devil!" "Oh, sir! pray do not think that. I really feel extremely grateful for your kind intentions," said May, looking distressed. "I have other reasons, which I cannot very well explain, for choosing the way of life that I have. Only please to understand this, that I should be very miserable, if I
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