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are you going, sir?" said May, kneeling down, and lifting Helen's burning head to her breast. "To destruction!" he replied, in a low, bitter tone. "Do not dare leave us, sir," said May, in a commanding tone. "Help me to lift this penitent woman--so deserving now of your tender support--to the bed, and go for a physician and Father Fabian. Bring both immediately, for I believe a brain fever is coming on." "Would that she had died before! Would that she had died ere my trust and love were so cruelly shaken!" he exclaimed wildly, as he raised her lifeless form from the floor, and laid it on the bed. "Oh, Walter Jerrold! are you mad? To wish she had died without repentance--without proving that her nature, by rising through grace above the guilt of sin, is worthy of your highest esteem and love? Go, sir, unless you wish your servants to become acquainted with the whole affair, and to-morrow hear it recited at the corners of the streets by every newsboy in the city. I shall have to ring for assistance." "Give me that will," he said, moodily. "For what?" "To place it in Mr. Fielding's hands, and tell him the disgraceful story, lest he afterwards think I have been an accessory to Helen's guilt," he replied. "No, sir. It is entirely my affair, and I wish no interference. I will arrange it all myself, and be more tender of you and yours than you, in your savage mood, could be," replied May, holding the will firmly to her bosom. When the physician came, he, after a careful examination, pronounced the case to be a violent attack of brain-fever. Helen was at times in a raving delirium; then she would lie for hours without sense or motion. Sometimes she implored in moving terms her husband's forgiveness; then, when the violence of the paroxysm was passing away, she would whisper, "Lead me, Mother! Lead me through this howling wilderness. Oh, save--save me! I am pursued. Hold me, my Mother--my sorrowful Mother!" May could only follow implicitly the doctor's directions, and weep and pray. Father Fabian came--heard the story of her repentance, and desire to return to God; then returned to wrestle in earnest prayer at the altar that she--the penitent one--might be restored long enough to be purified and consoled by the Sacraments of the Church. For long weary days and nights her life was despaired of. Her husband, the shadow of his former self, never left her bedside. He had loved her well, with
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