ber my saying I was sorry for him--wanted to mother him?"
"You married him for that?"
"That was what I could bring him. I married him because I wanted to
begin living. When he asked me, I hesitated; it seemed such madness. It
was your words which spurred me on: 'Come, child, let's be about your
living.' I am about it now, Mr. Christiansen."
"Child, child, what have you done? Does he love you?"
"No; he wanted me for protection against other women."
"Beast!"
"No, no. We started in, open-eyed, neither of us sentimentalizing the
situation. If you examine motives, his were as good as mine."
"You are happy?"
"N--no, but I'm thrilled all the time with a sense of doing, living,
being!"
"And the work?"
"Laid aside for a time. But when I get back to it, I shall come like a
Greek, bearing gifts!"
"Does he know about your work?"
"No. I felt he might laugh at me. I offered to tell him all about
myself, but he did not want to hear, so I let it go. I have thought
since, that I should have made him listen."
"How did he happen to offer you this bargain?"
"I think I came upon him in a climax. You see, Mrs. Brendon wanted to
marry him to that Miss Morton, with or without his consent. He has never
said this, but I have gathered it. Then on the cruise, a
sixteen-year-old girl became infatuated with him, and ran away to come
north with him. I think he has had some complication with an artist girl
since he came home. It really is hard on him, because he doesn't seem to
do the courting."
"And you married him, knowing this?"
"I married him because of it."
"But don't you see the danger of that nature, unless it is held by love
or passion?"
"Yes."
"You hope to hold him by one of these?"
"I hope to hold him by being what he needs."
"Dear Saint, it's what he _wants_, not what he needs."
"I know Jerry very well. I feel sure I can manage him."
"And you? What are your chances of happiness?"
"Happiness is always a chance, isn't it? I've played for a big stake,
but I'll stand by the risk. My days are full to the brim, with new
problems to meet, new questions to answer. You must not worry about me,
dear friend," she concluded, her hand on his.
"Not I. You're on the high seas now, but I trust you absolutely, Captain
Jane."
"Hi, there, Bride, are you lost in the cedar chest?" called Jerry from
below.
"No, we are just coming down," she answered.
"When may I come to see you?"
"Come to the
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