ere, found expression.
"You don't mean to say----"
"I wanted it to happen. It is one of the responsibilities of marriage."
"But can't you see, we can't afford children yet?"
"We should have thought of that sooner."
"How can we have that happen, in this little, crowded place?"
"Large families are raised in half the space, Jerry."
"But this is my workshop," he began.
"Jerry, when I found, after our hasty marriage, that you expected me to
accept all the responsibilities of marriage, I made no protest. This is
another of the responsibilities we both share. I expect you to make no
protest."
"I beg your pardon, Jane. I know I'm not taking it very nicely, but it
is about as upsetting as anything could well be."
"It was to me, too."
"I suppose you do get the worst of it, hang it!"
Hands in pockets he paced up and down the studio.
"What are we going to do? We'll have to move, of course."
"I think not. Not at present anyway."
"When does it happen?"
"In October."
"You've seen a doctor?"
"Yes."
"Look here, Jane, why couldn't we find you some nice place in the
country, where you could be quiet, have plenty of out-of-door exercise,
and all that? You could go at once and I'd run out for week-ends."
"No, thanks. I prefer to stay here. After all, I shall not be in your
way now, any more than I have been before."
Something in her tone made him wince.
"Jane, my dear, I'm sorry. I've been a brute."
"Please don't sentimentalize over me, Jerry. I'm glad this has happened
to me. Whether you are glad or not, I must have your help. It is your
child as well as mine. I cannot be put off in the country, out of your
sight, because I'm ugly. I have a right to your consideration, but I
want nothing more."
There was no sign of hysteria, just the quiet, simple statement of her
case. In spite of his distress at her news, he admired her more at this
moment than ever before. He drew a chair near her and sat down.
"I understand. Will you tell me what plans you have made, or thought
of?"
"We could afford a little cottage in the country, for the summer, I
think, with a servant. If we went in June and I stay until I go to the
hospital, we could live inexpensively; you could paint, or go about
among your friends."
"I think that is a good scheme. We can begin to look for such a place at
once, if you are able."
"Certainly. I'm perfectly strong."
He held out his hand to her.
"Forgive me. Count
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