FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161  
162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   >>   >|  
ough my life. No; here I've gone on right enough, with a tolerably even mind; and for that very reason I haven't noticed any signs of the other thing in you--till just now, when you lost your head. Why haven't you been frank with me?' 'You take it for granted that I had anything to be frank about,' Alma remarked. 'Yes--and you don't contradict me.' 'Then what were you going to say, Harvey?' She bent towards him, with that air of sweet reasonableness which showed her features at their best: eye tranquil and intelligent, lips ingenuously smiling; a countenance she wore not thrice in a twelvemonth, but by Harvey well remembered amid all changes, and held to express the true being of the woman he loved. 'Why, I was going to say, dear,' he replied tenderly, 'that no good can come of sacrificing your instincts. You have not to ask yourself whether I am lazily comfortable--for that's what it amounts to--but what you are making of your life. Remember, for one thing, that I am considerably older----' 'Please!' She checked him with an extended hand. 'I don't want to remember anything of the kind.' 'There's no harm in it, I hope.' He laughed a little. 'The difference isn't distressing, but just enough to be taken into account. At forty, or near it, a man who is happily married gets used to his slippers and his pipe--especially if comfort, and all the rest of it, have come after half a lifetime of homelessness. I might often say to myself that I was wasting time, rusting, and so on; but the next day I should fall back into the easy-chair again, and hate the thought of changes. But you, with thirty still far ahead, slippers and pipe have no particular attraction for you.' He saw a thought in her eyes, and paused. 'Hughie will soon be able to talk,' fell from Alma, her look no longer that of ingenuous sweetness, but of virtue just a trifle self-conscious. And her husband, though he read this meaning in the change, was yet pleased by the words that accompanied it. 'Yes; and then there will be more for you to do, you were going to say. But that won't occupy you entirely, and it doesn't bind you to any particular spot.' 'Perhaps not.' She had become almost demure. Harvey took his eyes away. 'It comes to this--you're not to subordinate your life to mine. That's the old idea, and it still works well with some people. Yet I don't know; perhaps it doesn't, really; one knows little enough about people's lives.
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161  
162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Harvey

 

slippers

 

thought

 

people

 

attraction

 

Hughie

 

paused

 

wasting

 
thirty
 

lifetime


comfort
 

rusting

 

homelessness

 
demure
 

Perhaps

 
subordinate
 
occupy
 

trifle

 

virtue

 

conscious


sweetness

 

ingenuous

 
longer
 

husband

 
accompanied
 

pleased

 

meaning

 

change

 
married
 

showed


features

 

reasonableness

 

thrice

 

twelvemonth

 

remembered

 

countenance

 

smiling

 

tranquil

 
intelligent
 
ingenuously

contradict

 

remarked

 

tolerably

 

reason

 

noticed

 

granted

 

laughed

 

remember

 

extended

 

difference