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so searching that she read my thought; her eyes fell, and I scrutinized her face. It was so pure and frank that I fancied I could see as clearly into her heart as into my own. "'Do you love me?' I asked. "'A little,--passionately--not a bit!' she cried. "Then she did not love me. Her jesting tones, and a little gleeful movement that escaped her, expressed nothing beyond a girlish, blithe goodwill. I told her about my distress and the predicament in which I found myself, and asked her to help me. "'You do not wish to go to the pawnbroker's yourself, M. Raphael,' she answered, 'and yet you would send me!' "I blushed in confusion at the child's reasoning. She took my hand in hers as if she wanted to compensate for this home-truth by her light touch upon it. "'Oh, I would willingly go,' she said, 'but it is not necessary. I found two five-franc pieces at the back of the piano, that had slipped without your knowledge between the frame and the keyboard, and I laid them on your table.' "'You will soon be coming into some money, M. Raphael,' said the kind mother, showing her face between the curtains, 'and I can easily lend you a few crowns meanwhile.' "'Oh, Pauline!' I cried, as I pressed her hand, 'how I wish that I were rich!' "'Bah! why should you?' she said petulantly. Her hand shook in mine with the throbbing of her pulse; she snatched it away, and looked at both of mine. "'You will marry a rich wife,' she said, 'but she will give you a great deal of trouble. Ah, _Dieu_! she will be your death,--I am sure of it.' "In her exclamation there was something like belief in her mother's absurd superstitions. "'You are very credulous, Pauline!' "'The woman whom you will love is going to kill you--there is no doubt of it,' she said, looking at me with alarm. "She took up her brush again and dipped it in the color; her great agitation was evident; she looked at me no longer. I was ready to give credence just then to superstitious fancies; no man is utterly wretched so long as he is superstitious; a belief of that kind is often in reality a hope. "I found that those two magnificent five-franc pieces were lying, in fact, upon my table when I reached my room. During the first confused thoughts of early slumber, I tried to audit my accounts so as to explain this unhoped-for windfall; but I lost myself in useless calculations, and slept. Just as I was leaving my room to engage a box the next morning
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