'are you really growing deaf nowadays?'
"'I was preparing madame's milk of almonds.'
"Justine knelt down before her, unlaced her sandals and drew them off,
while her mistress lay carelessly back on her cushioned armchair beside
the fire, yawned, and scratched her head. Every movement was perfectly
natural; there was nothing whatever to indicate the secret sufferings or
emotions with which I had credited her.
"'George must be in love!' she remarked. 'I shall dismiss him. He has
drawn the curtains again to-night. What does he mean by it?'
"All the blood in my veins rushed to my heart at this observation, but
no more was said about curtains.
"'Life is very empty,' the countess went on. 'Ah! be careful not to
scratch me as you did yesterday. Just look here, I still have the marks
of your nails about me,' and she held out a silken knee. She thrust her
bare feet into velvet slippers bound with swan's-down, and unfastened
her dress, while Justine prepared to comb her hair.
"'You ought to marry, madame, and have children.'
"'Children!' she cried; 'it wants no more than that to finish me at
once; and a husband! What man is there to whom I could----? Was my hair
well arranged to-night?'
"'Not particularly.'
"'You are a fool!'
"'That way of crimping your hair too much is the least becoming way
possible for you. Large, smooth curls suit you a great deal better.'
"'Really?'
"'Yes, really, madame; that wavy style only looks nice in fair hair.'
"'Marriage? never, never! Marriage is a commercial arrangement, for
which I was never made.'
"What a disheartening scene for a lover! Here was a lonely woman,
without friends or kin, without the religion of love, without faith in
any affection. Yet however slightly she might feel the need to pour
out her heart, a craving that every human being feels, it could only
be satisfied by gossiping with her maid, by trivial and indifferent
talk.... I grieved for her.
"Justine unlaced her. I watched her carefully when she was at last
unveiled. Her maidenly form, in its rose-tinged whiteness, was visible
through her shift in the taper light, as dazzling as some silver statue
behind its gauze covering. No, there was no defect that need shrink from
the stolen glances of love. Alas, a fair form will overcome the stoutest
resolutions!
"The maid lighted the taper in the alabaster sconce that hung before
the bed, while her mistress sat thoughtful and silent before the fire.
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