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rtrait, but the hard handsome face with its bold eyes, was distinctly visible. He was looking lazily watchful, listening sardonically to the conversation about himself. "I admire the artist who painted his portrait," said May. "Yes, the artist knew what he was doing when he painted Langley," said the Warden. He seemed now to have recovered his ease, and stood leaning his arms on the back of the chair he had vacated. "Your idea is a good one," he went on. "I don't suppose it has occurred to any Warden since Langley's time that a frank and pleasant apology might lay the Barber's ghost for ever. Shall I try it?" he asked, looking at his guest. "My dear," said Lady Dashwood slowly, "I wish you wouldn't even joke about it--I dislike it. I wish people wouldn't invent ghost stories," she went on. "They are silly, and they are often mischievous. I wish you wouldn't talk as if you believed it." "It was you, Lena, who brought up the subject," said Middleton. "But I won't talk about him if you dislike it. You know that I am not a believer in ghosts." Lady Dashwood nodded her head approvingly, and began turning more pages of her book. "I sometimes wonder," said the Warden, and now he turned his face towards May Dashwood--"I wonder if men like Langley really believed in a future life?" May looked up at the portrait, but was silent. "The eighteenth century was not tormented with the question as we are now!" said the Warden, and again he looked at the auburn head and the dark lashes hiding the downcast eyes. "Those who doubt," he said slowly and tentatively, "whether after all the High Gods want us--those who doubt whether there are High Gods--even those doubt with regret--now." He waited for a response and May Dashwood suddenly raised her eyes to his. "There is no truculence in modern unbelief," he said, "it is a matter of passionate regret. And belief has become a passionate hope." Lady Dashwood knew that not a word of this was meant for her. She disliked all talk about the future world. It made her feel dismal. Her life had been spent in managing first her father, then her brother, and now her husband, and incidentally many of her friends. Some people dislike having plans made for them, some endure it, some positively like it, and for those who liked it, Lady Dashwood made extensive plans. Her brain worked now almost automatically in plans. For herself she had no plans, she was the planner. But her plans wer
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