?"
Christian paused a moment. She had not hitherto reflected on the
esoteric meaning of the ceremony to which she had been ordered to submit
as the introductory rite of her new religion.
"I suppose," she said slowly, "it must mean--confession."
"Confession of what?" inquired Countess.
"Of our faith in the Lord Jesus," replied Christian boldly.
To Christian's surprise, Countess made no scornful answer. She sat in
silence, looking from the window with eyes that saw neither the knight
who was riding past, nor the fish-woman selling salt cod to the opposite
neighbour.
"Can faith not exist without confession?" she said in a low tone.
"Would it not be poor faith?"
"Why?" demanded Countess, drawing her brows together, and in a tone that
was almost fierce.
"I should think there would be no love in it. And faith which had no
love in it would be a very mean, shabby, worthless sort of faith."
"I don't see that," said Countess stubbornly. "I believe that this book
is lying on the window-seat. Can't I do that without loving either the
window-seat or the book?"
"Ah, yes, when you only believe things. But the faith which is shown in
baptism is not believing a fact; it is trusting yourself, body and soul,
with a Person."
"That makes a difference, I dare say," replied Countess, and relapsed
into silence.
A week later she came into the shop, where David was busy polishing up
the ornaments in stock.
"David," she said abruptly, "what does a Christian do when he is
completely perplexed, and cannot tell how to act?"
"Well, I don't exactly know," said David, looking perplexed himself.
"Never was like that, so far as I know. Leastwise--No, I couldn't just
say I ever have been."
"O happy man! Some Christians are, sometimes, I suppose?"
"I should think so. I don't know."
"What wouldst thou do, then, if thou wert in a slough from which thou
sawest not the way out?"
"Why, I think--I should pray the Lord to show me the way out. I don't
see what else I could do."
"And if no answer came?"
"Then I should be a bit afraid it meant that I'd walked in myself, and
hadn't heeded His warnings. Sometimes, I think, when folks do that, He
leaves them to flounder awhile before He helps them out."
"That won't do this time."
"Well, if that's not it, then maybe it would be because I wanted to get
out on my own side, and wouldn't see His hand held out on the other.
The Lord helps you out in His way, no
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