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clean, I know. I scrubbed them this very morning myself." The man hesitated. Then he sat down. "Bess," he said, "you've been pretty frank with me and I'm going to return the privilege. I don't understand you a bit--the way you are now. You've changed terribly." "Changed? On the contrary I'm very normal. I've been precisely as I am this moment for--a lifetime." "For--how long, Bess?" "A lifetime, I think." "For four months, you mean." "Perhaps--it's all the same." "Since you did a foolish thing?" "I have done many such." "Since the last, I mean." "No." Just perceptibly the lids over the brown eyes tightened. "The last was when I asked you to sit down. I have not changed in the smallest possible manner since then." The man inspected his boots. "Aren't you, too, going to be seated?" he suggested at length. "Yes, certainly. To tell the truth I thought I was." She took a place beside him. "I had forgotten." They sat so, the man observing her narrowly, in real perplexity. "Bess," he initiated baldly at last, "you're unhappy." "I have not denied it," evenly. The visitor caught his breath. He thought he was prepared for anything; but he was finding his mistake. "This life you've--selected, is wearing on you," he added. "Frankly, I hardly recognise you, you used to be so careless and happy." "Frankly," echoed the girl, "you, too, have altered, cousin mine. You're dissipating. Even here one grows to recognise the signs." The man flushed. It is far easier in this world to give frank criticism than to receive it. "I won't endeavour to justify myself, Bess," he said intimately, "nor attempt to deny it. There is a reason, however." "I've noticed," commented his companion, "that there usually is an explanation for everything we do in this life." "Yes. And in this instance you are the reason, Bess." "Thank you." A pause. "I suppose I should take that as a compliment." "You may if you wish. Leastways it's the truth." The girl locked her fingers over her knees and leaned back against the lintel of the door. She looked very young that moment--and very old. "And your reason?" persisted the man. "You know now my explanation for being--as I am. What is yours?" "Do you wish a compliment, also, Clayton Craig?" "I wish to know the reason." "Unfortunately you know it already. Otherwise you would not be here." "You mean it is this lonely life, this man of another race you h
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