bickerings over the grave of one so
loving and so beloved; and very trying to be always on the alert to
obviate the snappings that might at any time become a sharp dissension;
but nothing very distressing actually arose until the last day before
the funeral, when the three cousins were sitting together in the
morning-room; James writing letters.
'I am asking Lady Conway to give you a bed to-morrow night, Clara,' he
said. 'We shall be at home by three o'clock.'
'Oh, Jem!' said Clara, clasping her hands to keep them from trembling;
'I never thought of that.'
'You are not ready! That is unlucky, for I cannot come to fetch you;
but I suppose you can travel down with Jane. Only I should have
thought it easier to do the thing at once.'
'But, Jem! has my uncle said anything? Does he wish me to go?'
James laid down his pen, and stood upright, as if he did not understand
her words.
Clara came up to him, saying, 'I believe I ought to do what he may
wish.'
'I told you,' said James, as if her words were not worth considering,
'that you need only remain here on her account, who no longer needs
you.'
Louis would have left them to themselves, but Clara's glance sued for
his protection, and, as he settled himself in his chair, she spoke with
more decision.--'Dear James, nothing would make me so happy as to go to
dear home; but I do not think grandmamma would like me to leave Uncle
Oliver.'
'Oh, very well,' said James, sitting down to his writing, as if he had
done with her; 'I understand.'
'Dear James! O tell me you are not angry with me! Tell me you think I
am right!' cried Clara, alarmed by his manner.
'Quite right in one point of view,' he said, with acrimony.
'James,' said Louis, very low, but so as to make them both start, 'that
is not the way to treat your sister!'
'We will renew the discussion another time, if you wish it, Clara,'
said James.
'No,' said Clara, 'I wish Louis to be here. He will judge for me,' and
she spoke clearly, her face colouring. 'It was grandmamma's great wish
that I should love my uncle. She used to beg me to be patient with
him, and rejoiced to see us together. She often said he must not be
left with no one to make a home for him, and to go out to Lima again.'
'Did she ever desire you to remain here?'
'No,' said Clara, 'she never did; but I am convinced that if she had
known how soon she was to leave us, she would have done so. I feel as
much bound as if sh
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