was unwell and could not be
seen.
"Then they think I am in my bedroom?"
"Yes." Liddy then ventured to add: "You said when I first found you
that you might never go home again--you didn't mean it, ma'am?"
"No; I've altered my mind. It is only women with no pride in them
who run away from their husbands. There is one position worse than
that of being found dead in your husband's house from his ill usage,
and that is, to be found alive through having gone away to the house
of somebody else. I've thought of it all this morning, and I've
chosen my course. A runaway wife is an encumbrance to everybody,
a burden to herself and a byword--all of which make up a heap of
misery greater than any that comes by staying at home--though this
may include the trifling items of insult, beating, and starvation.
Liddy, if ever you marry--God forbid that you ever should!--you'll
find yourself in a fearful situation; but mind this, don't you
flinch. Stand your ground, and be cut to pieces. That's what I'm
going to do."
"Oh, mistress, don't talk so!" said Liddy, taking her hand; "but I
knew you had too much sense to bide away. May I ask what dreadful
thing it is that has happened between you and him?"
"You may ask; but I may not tell."
In about ten minutes they returned to the house by a circuitous
route, entering at the rear. Bathsheba glided up the back stairs to
a disused attic, and her companion followed.
"Liddy," she said, with a lighter heart, for youth and hope had
begun to reassert themselves; "you are to be my confidante for the
present--somebody must be--and I choose you. Well, I shall take up
my abode here for a while. Will you get a fire lighted, put down
a piece of carpet, and help me to make the place comfortable.
Afterwards, I want you and Maryann to bring up that little stump
bedstead in the small room, and the bed belonging to it, and a table,
and some other things.... What shall I do to pass the heavy time
away?"
"Hemming handkerchiefs is a very good thing," said Liddy.
"Oh no, no! I hate needlework--I always did."
"Knitting?"
"And that, too."
"You might finish your sampler. Only the carnations and peacocks
want filling in; and then it could be framed and glazed, and hung
beside your aunt's ma'am."
"Samplers are out of date--horribly countrified. No Liddy, I'll
read. Bring up some books--not new ones. I haven't heart to read
anything new."
"Some of your uncle's old ones, ma'
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