ly kissed her, as one would kiss an infant asleep to avoid
awakening it.
At the sight and sound of that, to her, unendurable act, Bathsheba
sprang towards him. All the strong feelings which had been scattered
over her existence since she knew what feeling was, seemed gathered
together into one pulsation now. The revulsion from her indignant
mood a little earlier, when she had meditated upon compromised
honour, forestalment, eclipse in maternity by another, was violent
and entire. All that was forgotten in the simple and still
strong attachment of wife to husband. She had sighed for her
self-completeness then, and now she cried aloud against the severance
of the union she had deplored. She flung her arms round Troy's neck,
exclaiming wildly from the deepest deep of her heart--
"Don't--don't kiss them! O, Frank, I can't bear it--I can't! I love
you better than she did: kiss me too, Frank--kiss me! YOU WILL,
FRANK, KISS ME TOO!"
There was something so abnormal and startling in the childlike pain
and simplicity of this appeal from a woman of Bathsheba's calibre
and independence, that Troy, loosening her tightly clasped arms from
his neck, looked at her in bewilderment. It was such an unexpected
revelation of all women being alike at heart, even those so different
in their accessories as Fanny and this one beside him, that Troy
could hardly seem to believe her to be his proud wife Bathsheba.
Fanny's own spirit seemed to be animating her frame. But this was
the mood of a few instants only. When the momentary surprise had
passed, his expression changed to a silencing imperious gaze.
"I will not kiss you!" he said pushing her away.
Had the wife now but gone no further. Yet, perhaps, under the
harrowing circumstances, to speak out was the one wrong act which
can be better understood, if not forgiven in her, than the right and
politic one, her rival being now but a corpse. All the feeling she
had been betrayed into showing she drew back to herself again by a
strenuous effort of self-command.
"What have you to say as your reason?" she asked, her bitter voice
being strangely low--quite that of another woman now.
"I have to say that I have been a bad, black-hearted man," he
answered.
"And that this woman is your victim; and I not less than she."
"Ah! don't taunt me, madam. This woman is more to me, dead as she
is, than ever you were, or are, or can be. If Satan had not tempted
me with that face of
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