kenly of me. Now, listen."
Gabriel ceased his rustling.
"I went to Bath that night in the full intention of breaking off my
engagement to Mr. Troy. It was owing to circumstances which occurred
after I got there that--that we were married. Now, do you see the
matter in a new light?"
"I do--somewhat."
"I must, I suppose, say more, now that I have begun. And perhaps
it's no harm, for you are certainly under no delusion that I ever
loved you, or that I can have any object in speaking, more than that
object I have mentioned. Well, I was alone in a strange city, and
the horse was lame. And at last I didn't know what to do. I saw,
when it was too late, that scandal might seize hold of me for meeting
him alone in that way. But I was coming away, when he suddenly said
he had that day seen a woman more beautiful than I, and that his
constancy could not be counted on unless I at once became his....
And I was grieved and troubled--" She cleared her voice, and waited
a moment, as if to gather breath. "And then, between jealousy
and distraction, I married him!" she whispered with desperate
impetuosity.
Gabriel made no reply.
"He was not to blame, for it was perfectly true about--about his
seeing somebody else," she quickly added. "And now I don't wish for
a single remark from you upon the subject--indeed, I forbid it. I
only wanted you to know that misunderstood bit of my history before
a time comes when you could never know it.--You want some more
sheaves?"
She went down the ladder, and the work proceeded. Gabriel soon
perceived a languor in the movements of his mistress up and down, and
he said to her, gently as a mother--
"I think you had better go indoors now, you are tired. I can finish
the rest alone. If the wind does not change the rain is likely to
keep off."
"If I am useless I will go," said Bathsheba, in a flagging cadence.
"But O, if your life should be lost!"
"You are not useless; but I would rather not tire you longer. You
have done well."
"And you better!" she said, gratefully. "Thank you for your
devotion, a thousand times, Gabriel! Goodnight--I know you are doing
your very best for me."
She diminished in the gloom, and vanished, and he heard the latch
of the gate fall as she passed through. He worked in a reverie
now, musing upon her story, and upon the contradictoriness of that
feminine heart which had caused her to speak more warmly to him
to-night than she ever had
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