Whose uncharitable and cruell Restraints, denying me even the
assistance of any of my Chaplains, hath rather enlarged, then any way
obstructed my accesse to the Throne of Heaven,
_Where thou dwellest, O King of Kings, who fillest Heaven and Earth,
who art the fountain of eternal life, in whom is no shadow of death._
_Thou, O God, art both the just Afflicter of death upon us, and the
mercifull Saviour of us in it, and from it._
_Yea, it is better for us to be dead to our selves, and live in thee;
then by living in our selves, to be deprived of thee._
_O make the many bitter aggravations of my death as a Man, and a King,
the opportunities and advantages of thy speciall Graces and Comforts
in my Soul as a Christian._
_If thou Lord wilt be with me, I shall neither fear nor feel any
evill, though I walk thorow the valley of the shadow of death._
_To contend with death is the work of a weak and mortall man; to
overcome it, is the grace of thee alone, who art the Almighty and
immortall God._
_O my Saviour, who knowest what it is to die with me as a Man; make me
know what it is to passe through death to life with thee my God._
_Though I die, yet I know that thou my Redeemer livest for ever:
though thou slayest Me, yet thou hast encouraged me to trust in thee
for eternal life._
_O withdraw not thy favour from me, which is better then life._
_O be not far from me, for I know not now neer a violent and cruel
death is to me._
_As thy Omniscience, O God, discovers, so thy Omnipotence can defeat
the designes of those who have, or shall conspire my destruction._
_O shew me the goodnesse of thy will, through the wickednesse of
theirs._
_Thou givest me leave as a man to pray, that this cup may pass from
me; but thou hast taught Me as a Christian by the example of Christ to
add not my will, but thine be done._
_Yea Lord, let our wils be one, by wholly resolving mine into thine:
let not the desire of life in me be so great, as that of doing or
suffering thy wil in either life or death._
_As I believe thou hast forgiven all the errours of my life, so I hope
thou wilt save me from the terrors of my death._
_Make me content to leave the worlds nothing, that I may come really
to enjoy all in thee, who hast made Christ unto me in life, gain; and
in death advantage._
_Though my destroyers forget their dutie to thee and me, yet do not
thou, O Lord, forget to be mercifull to them._
_For, what profit is t
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