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of my Kingdoms commanded me (if possible) to avoid it.
I am guilty in this War of nothing but this, That I gave such
advantages to some men, by confirming their power, which they knew not
to use with that modesty and gratitude, which became their loyalty and
My confidence.
Had I yeelded lesse, I had been opposed lesse; had I denied more, I
had been more obeyed.
'Tis now too late to review the occasions of the War; I wish only a
happy conclusion of so unhappy beginnings: The inevitable fate of our
sins was (no doubt) such, as would no longer suffer the divine Justice
to be quiet: we having conquered this patience, are condemned by
mutuall conquerings, to destroy one another: for, the most prosperous
successes on either side, impair the welfare of the whole.
Those Victories are still miserable, that leave our sins unsubdued;
flushing our pride, and animating to continue injuries.
Peace is not it self desirable, till repentance hath prepared us for
it.
When we fight more against our selves, and lesse against God, we shall
cease fighting against one another; I pray God these may all meet
in our hearts, and so dispose us to an happy conclusion of these
Civil-Wars; that I may know better to obey God, and govern my people,
and they may learn better to obey both God and me.
Nor do _I_ desire any man should be further subject to me, then all of
us may be subject to God.
_O my God, make me content to be overcome, when thou wilt have it so._
_Teach me the noblest victory over my self and my enemies by patience,
which was Christs conquest, and may well become a Christian King._
_Between both thy hands, the right sometimes supporting, and the left
afflicting, fashion us to that frame of Piety thou likest best._
_Forgive the pride that attends our prosperous, and the repinings
which follow our disastrous events; when going forth in our own
strength thou withdrawest thine, and goest not forth with our Armies._
_Be thou all, when we are something, and when we are nothing; that
thou mayest have the glory, when we are in a Victorious, or inglorious
condition._
_Thou O Lord knowest, how hard it is for me to suffer so much evill
from my Subjects, to whom I intend nothing but good; and I cannot
but suffer in those evils which they compel me to inflect upon them;
punishing my self in their punishments._
_Since therefore both in conquering, and being conquered, I am still
a Sufferer: I beseech thee to giv
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