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is face was drawn and pinched as if by sharp physical suffering. He drew two or three quick, deep breaths as he came towards her. He stood beside her a moment, and then without a word, he unfastened the door. It swung inwards and stood open. Margaret saw that it was thickly padded to prevent any sound from passing, and that there was another padded door beyond it which she had not noticed when she had entered. He understood her look of doubt. 'That one is open now,' he said. 'It locks and unlocks itself as I shut or open the inner door.' He was willing to let her see how completely she had been cut off from the outer world; and she realised the truth and shuddered. 'Good-bye,' she said, abruptly, as if he were not to go downstairs with her, and she made a step to pass him. He thrust his arm out across the way, resting his head against the door-post. She started, almost nervously, and then stood still again and looked at him. 'No,' he said, 'I shall not try to keep you, and the door is open. But please don't say good-bye like that, as if we were not going to meet soon.' 'It's not good for us to be alone together,' she said. The words came by instinct, and acknowledged a weakness in herself. After she had spoken, she was very sorry. His drawn face softened. 'That's why I forgive you,' she said, with sudden frankness, and a blush reddened her cheeks under the fawn-coloured veil she had drawn down again. He took her hand, against her will and almost violently, but in an instant his own was gentle again. 'Margaret!' His voice had a thrill in it. 'No,' she answered, but not roughly now, and scarcely trying to free herself. 'No. I don't love you in the least. That is why I won't marry you. There's something that draws me to you against my will sometimes--yes, I know that! But I hate it, and I'm afraid of it. It's not what I like in you, it's what I like least. It's something like hypnotism, I'm sure. I'm ashamed of it, because it is what has made me flirt with you. Yes, I have! I've flirted outrageously, except that I've always told you that I never would marry you. I've been truthful in that, at all events.' 'Do you think I reproach you?' 'You might have, this morning. Now we have each something to reproach the other. We will forgive and say good-bye for a while. When we meet again, that something I'm afraid of will be gone--perhaps--then everything will be different. Now, good-bye.' He had
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