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s." "I shall see that you get there safely," warned Breck. "I've rights while you're under this roof." "It isn't necessary, Breck. I often walk. I'm used to going about alone. But do as you please. However, if you do come, I'm going to ask you not to treat me as if--as if--as you just did. I've given all that to somebody else." "Somebody else," he echoed. "Yes," I nodded. "Yes, Breck; yes--somebody else." "Oh!" he said. "Oh!" and stared at me. I could see it hit him. "I'll go and put my things on," I explained, and went away. When I came back he was standing just where I had left him. Something moved me to go up and speak to him. I had never seen Breckenridge Sewall look like this. "Good-night, Breck," I said. "I'm sorry." "You! Sorry!" he laughed horribly. Then he added, "This isn't the last chapter--not by a long shot. You can go alone tonight--but remember--this isn't the last chapter." I rode away feeling a little uneasy. I longed to talk to some one. What did he mean? What did he threaten? If only Esther--but no, we had never been personal. She knew as little about the circumstances of my life as I about hers. She could not help me. Anyway it proved upon my arrival at the rooms in Irving Place that Esther was not there. I sat down and tried to imagine what Breck could imply by the "last chapter." At any rate I decided that the next one was to resign my position as Mrs. Sewall's secretary. That was clear. I wrote to her in my most careful style. I told her that until she was able to replace me, I would do my best to carry on her correspondence in my rooms in Irving Place. She could send her orders to me by the chauffeur; I was sorry; I hoped she would appreciate my position; she had been very good to me; Breckenridge would explain everything, and I was hers faithfully, Ruth Chenery Vars. Esther didn't come back all night--nor even the next day. I could have sallied forth and found some of our old associates, I suppose; but I knew that they would all still be discussing the parade, and somehow I wanted no theorizing, no large thinking. I wanted no discussion of the pros and cons of big questions and reforms. I wanted a little practical advice--I wanted somebody's sympathetic hand. About seven o'clock the next evening, the telephone which Esther and I had indulged in interrupted my lonely contemplations with two abrupt little rings. I got up and answered it weakly. I feared it would be Mrs
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