s your forgiveness. I
want you to forgive me; I want to be a help to you still; I wish to
forget all that came between us. You won't reject me?'
'Oh, Thyrza, I love you too much. I am too selfish to act as I ought
to! Thyrza! That you can be my wife still, when no spark of hope was
left to me!' ...
It did not seem to Lydia that she had waited long when she heard her
sister's step on the stairs again.
'I mustn't stay another minute,' Thyrza said, going at once to where
her hat and cloak lay. 'It will be late before I get home.'
'I shall come with you as far as the 'bus.'
Lydia would have asked no question, though agitated with wonder and a
surmise she scarcely dared to entertain. When they were both ready to
go out, Thyrza turned to her.
'Gilbert has been very good to me, Lyddy. He will forget all the harm I
have done him, and I shall be his wife.'
The other could find no word for a moment.
'Are you glad of this, Lyddy?'
'I don't know what to think or say,' her sister replied, looking at her
with half-tearful earnestness. 'Did you always mean this, when you said
you were coming here soon?'
'No, not always. But I was able to do it at last. Now I shall rest,
dear sister.'
'You are sure that this is right? It isn't only a fancy, that you'll be
sorry for, that'll make everything worse in the end?'
'I shall never be sorry, and everything will be better, Lyddy.'
They kissed each other.
'Come, dear, I mustn't wait.'
They walked quickly and without speaking as far as the lights and noise
of Westminster Bridge Road. For them the everyday movement of the
street had no meaning; such things were the mere husk of life; each was
absorbed in her own being.
'I shall come again on Saturday night,' Thyrza said hurriedly, as they
parted. 'And perhaps I shall stay over Sunday. May I?'
'Do!'
'Be at the door again at the same time.'
CHAPTER XL
HER REWARD
This was on Thursday. The two days which followed were such as come
very rarely in a London winter. Fog had vanished; the ways were clean
and hard; between the housetops and the zenith gleamed one clear blue
track of frosty sky. The sun--the very sun of heaven--made new the
outline of every street, flashed on windows, gave beauty to spires and
domes, revealed whiteness in untrodden places where the snow still
lingered. The air was like a spirit of joyous life, tingling the blood
to warmth and with a breath freeing the brain from sluggi
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