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That is the road to ruin thousands of women tread," she went on. "It would have been the road I should have gone but for you. The knowledge that despite all I have done to merit your scorn, you still hold to the love you gave me in the happier days, is the rock to which I have clung. Had you acted differently, I should have gone--gone from here, gone from everything, gone out into the world and lost myself under the weight of the disgrace which had come upon me. People would say I have no right to tell you this, that I am false to my sex in doing so. They don't know. It is easy to theorise when one is not in danger. I tell you because I trust you and know I can trust you. It is such men as you who save women, save them from themselves, as it is such men as Charlie who ruin them--as he ruined me." With her face still averted from him she ceased, and he also was silent, not trusting himself to speak. "That is why I must stay here. The mere fact of being near you gives me strength. If you are going away, then I will go also, for Waroona would then be impossible for me. But not till then, Fred, not till then. I only want to know you are here, only to see you sometimes. Do not deny me that." "You know I will not deny you anything that will help you in facing your difficulties, Jess," he answered. "Yes, I know," she said. "I could never have come through what I have if I had not always known it. "Will you have to go when the new manager comes?" she asked presently. "The new manager is here," he answered. "Here? Why, when did he arrive? I did not hear of it. Did they keep it from me on purpose? Mr. Gale was in this morning, but he said nothing about it." "He probably did not know at the time. I told him this afternoon." "What is his name? Is it anyone I know, or who knew Charlie?" "Yes." She faced round quickly. "Fred--you?" "Yes," he answered. "Oh, I am pleased," she began impulsively. Then she stopped. "That was why you did not come sooner," she added. "Yes," he replied. "Mr. Wallace told me three days ago it was to be, and I thought it better not to call immediately you returned." She had risen with her hand outstretched to him, but, before she could speak, a knock at the front door interrupted her. "Is Mr. Harding here?" they heard Durham's voice ask when Bessie went to the door. "Tell him I wish to see him at once," he added. She went to the door of the room. "Ask Mr. Durham
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