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n." She started impulsively to her feet and stood in front of him, holding her hands to him. "Fred, I must say it. I cannot bear this longer. It may make you hate me--detest and despise me, but I must say it. If you had only shown resentment or anger or spite for the way in which I treated you, it would not have been so hard to bear. Oh, don't you see? Don't you understand? Oh, isn't there one scrap of pity left in you for me? I was trapped into marriage, Fred. I never loved him, never, never! He--oh, have some pity on me, Fred, some pity." She sank into a chair and buried her face on her arms on the table as she gave way to a storm of weeping. To the man it was agony to see her, anguish to hear her, more bitter after the confession she had made and while the grip of suspicion still held him. Scarcely knowing what he did, he stepped to her side and laid his hand gently upon her head. "I have pity, more than pity for you, Jess," he whispered. "Don't think----" He caught his breath to check the quiver in his voice, and so remembered. "I beg your pardon--Mrs. Eustace I should have said," he added as he drew back. With hands close clenched behind him he stood. The love he fancied he had stifled had burst through the restraint he had placed upon it; the injury she had inflicted upon him, the wrong she had done, the cause for resentment she had given him were alike forgotten. The lingering suspicion alone prevented him from taking her in his arms to soothe and comfort her in her distress. Fighting against himself he stood silent, and the woman, aching for someone on whom to lean, shivered. "What am I to do?" she moaned. "What am I to do?" He, thinking only of her, took the words to refer to her present difficulty. "I think it would be better if you went away," he said gently. "I do not think it will be easier for you to bear if you are here when--should anything else come to light." "You mean if--if he is arrested?" "Yes." She lifted up her head and turned a tear-stained face towards him. "Have they found him? Have they? Is that why--why I am asked to leave the house?" "No, Mrs. Eustace. A new manager will be appointed, and the house is wanted for him." "But I will not leave Waroona," she exclaimed, as she stood up. "I dare not leave it--till I know. If he--suppose he did do it--and wants to find me?" "I should advise you to go right away," Harding said, still speaking gently. "You will
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