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he said. "And is this good that you are doing to me?" "Yes,--certainly. It is the best that I know how to do now." "Why is it to be done now? What is it that has changed you?" She withdrew her hand from him, and waited a while before she answered. It was necessary that she should tell him all the tidings that had been conveyed to her in the letter which she had received from her cousin Walter; but in order that he should perfectly understand them and be made to know their force upon herself she must remind him of the stipulation which she had made when she consented to her engagement. But how could she speak words which would seem to him to be spoken only to remind him of the abjectness of his submission to her? "I was broken-hearted when I came here," she said. "And therefore you would leave me broken-hearted now." "You should spare me, Mr. Gilmore. You remember what I told you. I loved my cousin Walter entirely. I did not hide it from you. I begged you to leave me because it was so. I told you that my heart would not change. When I said so, I thought that you would--desist." "I am to be punished, then, for having been too true to you?" "I will not defend myself for accepting you at last. But you must remember that when I did so I said that I should go--back--to him, if he could take me." "And you are going back to him?" "If he will have me." "You can stand there and look me in the face and tell me that you are false as that! You can confess to me that you will change like a weathercock;--be his one day, and then mine, and his again the next! You can own that you give yourself about first to one man, and then to another, just as may suit you at the moment! I would not have believed it of any woman. When you tell it me of yourself, I begin to think that I have been wrong all through in my ideas of a woman's character." The time had now come in which she must indeed speak up. And speech seemed to be easier with her now that he had allowed himself to express his anger. He had expressed more than his anger. He had dared to shower his scorn upon her, and the pelting of the storm gave her courage. "You are unjust upon me, Mr. Gilmore,--unjust and cruel. You know in your heart that I have not changed." "Were you not betrothed to me?" "I was;--but in what way? Have I told you any untruth? Have I concealed anything? When I accepted you, did I not explain to you how and why it was so,--against
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