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e. "I suppose we shall. "Ah, well! It's all right, I'm sure. Of course there is not a word to be said against it. I hope Sir Gregory won't die before the Colonel. That's all." "The Colonel is his father, you know." "I hope there may not come to be trouble about it, that's all. I shall be very lonely, but of course I had to expect that." "You'll come to us, Aunt Sarah? You'll be as much there as here." "Thank you, dear. I don't quite know about that. Sir Gregory is all very well; but one does like one's own house." From all which Mary understood that her dear aunt still wished that she might have had her own way in disposing of her niece's hand,--as her dear friends at Bullhampton had wished to have theirs. The following were the answers from Mary to the two letters given above;-- Loring, 3rd September, 186--. DEAR JANET, I am very, very, very sorry. I do not know what more I can say. I meant to do well all through. When I first told Mr. Gilmore that it could not be as he wished it, I was right. When I made up my mind that it must be so at last, I was right also. I fear I cannot say so much of myself as to that middle step which I took, thinking it was best to do as I was bidden. I meant to be right, but of course I was wrong, and I am very, very sorry. Nevertheless, I am much obliged to you for writing to me. Of course I cannot but desire to know what he does. If he writes and seems to be happy on his travels, pray tell me. I have much to tell you of my own happiness,--though, in truth, I feel a remorse at being happy when I have caused so much unhappiness. Walter is to sell out and to live at Dunripple, and I also am to live there when we are married. I suppose it will not be long now. I am writing to him to-day, though I do not yet know what I shall say to him. Sir Gregory has assented, and arrangements are to be made, and lawyers are to be consulted, and we are to be what Walter calls deputy Squire and Squiress at Dunripple. Mrs. Brownlow and Edith Brownlow are still to live there, but I am to have the honour of ordering the dinner, and looking wise at the housekeeper. Of course I shall feel very strange at going into such a house. To you I may say how much nicer it would be to go to some place that Walter and I could have to ourselves,--as you did when you married. But I am not such a simpleton as
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