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my convulsions. But during this state, which by habit soon became spasmodic, continuing until the vital functions were almost extinct, the mind was as active as ever, and I lay immersed in a sea of doubt which was most painful. In my state of exhaustion I doubted every thing. I doubted if my convulsions were convulsions, or only feigned; I doubted if I was asleep or awake; I doubted whether I was in a trance, or in another world, or dead, or-- ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "Friend Hudusi," interrupted Mustapha, "we want the facts of your story, and not your doubts. Say I not well, your highness? What is all this but bosh--nothing?" "It is well said," replied the pacha. "Sometimes I thought that I had seized possession of a fact, but it slipped through my fingers like the tail of an eel." "Let us have the facts, which did not escape thee, friend, and let the mists of doubt be cleared away before the glory of the pacha," replied Mustapha. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ One day I was sitting in the warmth of the sun, by the tomb of a true believer, when an old woman accosted me. "You are welcome," said I. "Is your humour good?" said she. "It is good," replied I. She sat down by me; and, after a quarter of an hour, she continued: "God is great," said she. "And Mahomet is his Prophet," replied I. "In the name of Allah, what do you wish?" "Where is the holy man? I have money to give into his charge. May I not see him?" "He is at his devotions but what is that? Am not I the same? Do I not watch when he prayeth--Inshallah--please God we are the same. Give me the bag." "Here it is," said she, pulling out the money; "seven hundred sequins, my daughter's marriage portion; but there are bad men, who steal, and there are good men, whom we can trust. Say I not well?" "It is well said," replied I, "and God is great." "You will find the money right," said she. "Count it." I counted it, and returned it into the goat's-skin bag. "It is all right. Leave me, woman, for I must go in." The old woman left me, returning thanks to Allah that her money was safe; but from certain ideas running in my mind, I very _much doubted the fact_. I sat down full of doubt. I doubted if the old woman had come honestly by the money; and whether I should give it to the head dervish. I doubted whether I ought to reta
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