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you wanted, no matter about the cost, you see me again. You find I have mended my heart, have coaxed a few flowers of happiness to bloom. You find there was something you did not destroy, something you think it will make you happier to destroy." "Yes," I answered, "I came to try to make you as unhappy as I am. For I love you." She drew a long breath. "Well," she said evenly, "for the first time in your life you are defeated. I learned the lesson you so thoroughly taught me. And I built the wall round my garden high and strong. You--" she smiled, a little raillery, a little scorn--"you can't break in, Harvey--nor slip in." "No need," I said. "For I _am_ in--I've always been in." Her bosom rose and fell quickly, and her eyes shifted. But that was for an instant only. "If you were as brave as you are bold!" she scoffed. "If I were as brave without you as I should be with you!" I replied. Then: "But you love as a woman loves--herself first, the man afterward." "Harvey Sayler denouncing selfishness!" "Do not sneer," I said. "For--I love you as a man loves. A poor, pale shadow of ideal love, no doubt, but a man's best, Elizabeth." I saw that she was shaken; but even as I began to thrill with a hope so high that it was giddy with fear, she was once more straight and strong and calm. "You have come. You have tried. You have failed," she went on after a long pause. And in spite of her efforts, that deep voice of hers was gentle and wonderfully sweet. "Now--you will return to your life, I to mine." And she moved toward the entrance to the drawing-room, I following her. We stood in silence at the front doorway waiting for my carriage to come up. I watched her--maddeningly mistress of herself. "How can you be so cold!" I cried. "Don't you see, don't you feel, how I, who love you, suffer?" Without a word she stretched out her beautiful, white hands, long and narrow and capable. In each of the upturned palms were four deep and bloody prints where her nails had been crushing into them. Before I could lift my eyes to her face she was turning to rejoin her workmen. As I stood uncertain, dazed, she glanced at me with a bright smile. "Good-by again," she called. "A pleasant journey!" "Thank you," I replied. "Good-by." Driving toward the road gates, I looked at the house many times, from window to window, everywhere. Not a glimpse of her until I was almost at the road again. Then I saw her back--the graceful w
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