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h whom she was at outs. "No--with my own," I replied tranquilly. "_Your_ own!" she sneered. "Every dollar you have has come through what you got by marrying me--through what you married me for. Where would you be if you hadn't married me? You know very well. You'd still be fighting poverty as a small lawyer in Pulaski, married to Betty Crosby or whatever her name was." And she burst into hysterical tears. At last she was showing me the secrets that had been tearing at her, was showing me her heart where they had torn it. "Probably," said I in my usual tone, when she was calm enough to hear me. "So, that's what you brood over?" "Yes," she sobbed. "I've hated you and myself. Why don't you tell me it isn't so? I'll believe it--I don't want to hear the truth. I know you don't love me, Harvey. But just say you don't love _her_." "What kind of middle-aged, maudlin moonshine is this, anyway?" said I. "Let's go back to Junior. We've passed the time of life when people can talk sentimentality without being ridiculous." "That's true of me, Harvey," she said miserably, "but not of you. You don't look a day over forty--you're still a young man, while I--" She did not need to complete the sentence. I sat on the bed beside her and patted her vaguely. She took my hand and kissed it. And I said--I tried to say it gently, tenderly, sincerely: "People who've been together, as you and I have, see each other always as at first, they say." She kissed my hand gratefully again. "Forgive me for what I said," she murmured. "You know I didn't think it, really. I've got such a nasty disposition and I felt so down, and--that was the only thing I could find to throw at you." "Please--_please_!" I protested. "Forgive isn't a word that I'd have the right to use to any one." "But I must--" "Now, _I've_ known for years," I went on, "that you were in love with that other man when I asked you to marry me. I might have taunted you with it, might have told you how I've saved him from going to jail for passing worthless checks." This delighted her--this jealousy so long and so carefully hidden. Under cover of her delight I escaped from the witness-stand. And the discovery that evening by Doc Woodruff that my son's ensnarer had a husband living put her in high good humor. "If he'd only come home," said she, adding: "Though, now I feel that he's perfectly safe with her." "Yes--let them alone," I replied. "He has at least one kind
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