FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   >>  
ing age. "We shall like each other, I'm sure," was her verdict. "We'll get on well together." And Frances smiled, and Ellen nodded. They evidently thought so, too. "I want you to teach them your art," said I, when they were gone to settle themselves and she and I were alone. "My art?" "The art of being one's self. I am sick of men and women who hide their real selves behind a pose of what they want others to think them." "Most of our troubles come from that, don't they?" "All mine did," said I. "I am at the age when the very word age begins to jar on the ear, and the net result of my years of effort is--I have convinced other people that I am somebody at the cost of convincing myself that I am nobody." "No, you are master," she said. "As a lion-tamer is master of his lions. He gives all his thought to them, who think only of their appetites. And his whole reward is that with his life in his hand he can sometimes cow them through a few worthless little tricks." I looked round the attractive reception-room of the school. "I wish you'd take _me_ in, too," I ended. She flushed a little, then shook her head, her eyes twinkling. "This is not a reformatory," said she. And we both laughed. As I did not speak or look away, but continued to smile at her, she became uneasy, glanced round as if seeking an avenue of retreat. "Yes--I mean just that, Elizabeth," I admitted, and my tone explained the words. She clasped her hands and started up. "In me--in every one," I went on, "there's a beast and a man. Just now--with me--the man is uppermost. And he wants to stay uppermost. Elizabeth--will you--help him?" She lowered her head until I could see only the splendor of her thick hair, sparkling like black quartz. "Will you--dear? Won't you--dear?" Suddenly she gave me both her hands. "Let us help each other," she said. And slowly she lifted her glance to mine; and never before had I felt the full glory of those eyes, the full melody of that deep voice. * * * * * And so, I end as I began, as life begins and ends--with a woman. In a woman's arms we enter life; in a woman's arms we get the courage and strength to bear it; in a woman's arms we leave it. And as for the span between--the business, profession, career--how colorless, how meaningless it would be but for her! THE END ----------------------------------------------------------------------- PRINCESS MARIT
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   >>  



Top keywords:

Elizabeth

 
begins
 

thought

 

uppermost

 

master

 

avenue

 

glanced

 

seeking

 
uneasy
 

continued


retreat

 

clasped

 

started

 

explained

 

admitted

 
courage
 

strength

 

melody

 
PRINCESS
 

meaningless


business

 

profession

 

career

 

colorless

 
splendor
 

sparkling

 

lowered

 

quartz

 

glance

 

lifted


slowly

 

Suddenly

 
troubles
 
Frances
 

verdict

 

smiled

 

settle

 

nodded

 

evidently

 

result


attractive

 
reception
 

school

 

looked

 

tricks

 

worthless

 

reformatory

 

laughed

 
twinkling
 
flushed