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age. "We shall like each other, I'm sure," was her verdict. "We'll get
on well together." And Frances smiled, and Ellen nodded. They evidently
thought so, too.
"I want you to teach them your art," said I, when they were gone to
settle themselves and she and I were alone.
"My art?"
"The art of being one's self. I am sick of men and women who hide their
real selves behind a pose of what they want others to think them."
"Most of our troubles come from that, don't they?"
"All mine did," said I. "I am at the age when the very word age begins
to jar on the ear, and the net result of my years of effort is--I have
convinced other people that I am somebody at the cost of convincing
myself that I am nobody."
"No, you are master," she said.
"As a lion-tamer is master of his lions. He gives all his thought to
them, who think only of their appetites. And his whole reward is that
with his life in his hand he can sometimes cow them through a few
worthless little tricks." I looked round the attractive reception-room
of the school. "I wish you'd take _me_ in, too," I ended.
She flushed a little, then shook her head, her eyes twinkling. "This is
not a reformatory," said she. And we both laughed.
As I did not speak or look away, but continued to smile at her, she
became uneasy, glanced round as if seeking an avenue of retreat.
"Yes--I mean just that, Elizabeth," I admitted, and my tone explained
the words.
She clasped her hands and started up.
"In me--in every one," I went on, "there's a beast and a man. Just
now--with me--the man is uppermost. And he wants to stay uppermost.
Elizabeth--will you--help him?"
She lowered her head until I could see only the splendor of her thick
hair, sparkling like black quartz.
"Will you--dear? Won't you--dear?"
Suddenly she gave me both her hands. "Let us help each other," she said.
And slowly she lifted her glance to mine; and never before had I felt
the full glory of those eyes, the full melody of that deep voice.
* * * * *
And so, I end as I began, as life begins and ends--with a woman. In a
woman's arms we enter life; in a woman's arms we get the courage and
strength to bear it; in a woman's arms we leave it. And as for the span
between--the business, profession, career--how colorless, how
meaningless it would be but for her!
THE END
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