more. There are
tears, but there is more too. There is pain, there is doubting, there is
jealousy, and more than that! There is avarice also, for a woman who
loves is a miser, counting her treasure when others sleep. And she would
kill any one who robbed her, and that is murder. Yet there is more,
there are all the mortal sins in love, and even then there is worse. For
there is this. She will not count her own soul for him she loves, no,
not if the saints in Paradise came down weeping and begging her to think
of her salvation. And that is a great sin, I suppose."

Marcello looked at her, thinking that she was beautiful, and he said
nothing.

"But perhaps a man cannot love like that," she added presently. "So what
is the use of my asking you whether you love me? You love Aurora too, I
daresay! Such as your man's love is, and of its kind, you have enough
for two!"

Marcello smiled.

"I do not love Aurora now," he said.

"But you have, for you talked to her in your fever, and perhaps you will
again, or perhaps you wish to marry her. How can I tell what you think?
She is prettier than I, for she has fair hair. I knew she had. I hate
fair women, but they are prettier than we dark things ever are. All men
think so. What does it matter? It was I that saved your life when you
were dying, and the people meant you to die. I shall always have that
satisfaction, even when you are tired of me."

"Say never, then!"

"Never? Yes, if I let you stay here, you will not have time to be tired
of me, for you will grow thinner and whiter, and one day you will be
breathing, and not breathing, and breathing a little again, and then not
breathing at all, and you will be lying dead with your head on my arm. I
can see how it will be, for I thought more than once that you were dead,
just like that, when you had the fever. No! If I let that happen you
will never be tired of me while you are alive, and when you are dead
Aurora cannot have you. Perhaps that would be better. I would almost
rather have it so."

"Then why should we go away?" asked Marcello, smiling a little.

"Because to let you die would be a great sin, much worse than losing my
soul for you, or killing some one to keep you. Don't you see that?"

"Why would it be worse?"

"I do not know, but I am sure it would. Perhaps because it would be
losing your soul instead of mine. Who knows? It is not in the catechism.
The catechism has nothing about love, and I never learned any