did not wish to have some lunch. I
replied in the negative.
"You can have a glass of wine if you choose," continued he.
"You may leave the room," I replied, calmly, "I wish for nothing."
The man went out, slamming the door, and I was again alone. I reflected
upon the scene I had just been witness to, and I own that I was
surprised at Caroline's conduct, who had always appeared so mild and
amiable; but the fact appeared to me to be, that when parents give up
their children to the care of another, they surrender at the same time
all those feelings which should exist between parent and child to the
party who undertakes the charge of them. The respect and love which by
nature belonged to them were now transferred to her aunt, to whom
Caroline was always obedient and attached. The insult to me was
resented by Caroline as if it had been offered by perfect strangers to
her; Caroline not feeling herself at all checked by filial duty. There
appeared to be little prospect of any addition to the happiness of
either of the parties by the return of Caroline to her father's house,
and how it would end I could not surmise.
At last my reverie was interrupted by the servant coming in and telling
me that the carriage was at the door. I immediately followed him and
set off on my return, during which I resolved that I would not leave my
own expectations any longer in doubt, but come immediately to an
understanding with Madame Bathurst.
As it was late when I arrived, I did not see Madame Bathurst that
evening, but she came down to breakfast the next morning, when I
informed her of all that had occurred at her sister's, and the
unceremonious manner in which I had been treated, and having done so, I
then observed, that of course I did not expect to remain with her now
that Caroline was gone, and begged she would give me her advice and
assistance in procuring another situation.
"At all events, do not be in a hurry, Valerie," replied Madame Bathurst;
"I trust you will not refuse to be my visitor until you are suited to
your liking. I will not ask you to stay with me, as I know you will
refuse, and I do not pay unnecessary compliments. And yet, why should
you not? I know you well, and am attached to you. I shall feel the
loss of Caroline severely. Why not remain?"
"Many thanks, my dear madame," replied I, "for your kind wishes and
expressions, but you know my resolution has been made to earn my own
livelihood."
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