of the
world on our heads. There is no sense in lying down under a heap of
rubbish, to be crushed. Let us go our way and leave other people to go
theirs."
"Easier said than done."
"Oh no; the world must be treated as one would treat a maniac who
brandished a razor in one's face. Direct defiance argues folly worse
than his."
"Of course, but all this subterfuge and deceit is hateful."
"Not if one considers the facts of the case. The maniac-world insists
upon uniformity and obedience, especially in that department of life
where uniformity is impossible. You don't suppose that it is ever
_really_ attained by any human being who deserves the name? Never! We
all wear the livery of our master and live our own lives not the less."
"Ah, I doubt that," said Hadria. "I think the livery affects us all,
right through to the bones and marrow. What young clergyman was it who
told me that as soon as he put on his canonicals, he felt a different
man, mind, heart, and personality?"
"Well, _your_ livery has never made you, Hadria, and that is all I care
for."
"Indeed, I am not so sure."
"It has not turned you out a Mrs. Jordan or a Mrs. Walker, for
instance."
"To the great regret of my well-wishers."
"To the great regret of your inferiors. There is nothing that people
regret so bitterly as superiority to themselves." Hadria laughed.
"I am always afraid of the gratifying argument based on the assumption
of superiority; one is apt to be brought down a peg, if ever one
indulges in it."
"I can't see that much vanity is implied in claiming superiority to the
common idiot of commerce," said the Professor, with a shrug.
"He is in the family," Hadria reminded him.
"The human family; yes, confound him!" They laughed, and the Professor,
after a pause, continued his pleading.
"It only needs a little courage, Hadria. My love, my dear one, don't
shake your head."
He came forward and sat down on the seat beside her, bending towards her
persuasively.
"Promise me to come to town on Friday, Hadria--promise me, dearest."
"But if--oh, how I hate all the duplicity that this involves! It creates
wretched situations, whichever way one turns. I never realized into what
a labyrinth it would lead one. I should like to speak out and be honest
about it."
"And your mother?"
"Oh, I know of course----" Hadria set her teeth. "It drives me mad, all
this!"
"Oh, Hadria! And you don't count _me_ then?"
"Obviously I cou
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