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d to get the better of him. He had lost self-control. He put his hands on his hips and went on laughing harshly, yet sometimes with a real mirth, as if by that means only could he express the fierce emotions that had been roused in him. Mortified and furious as he was, he derived genuine and cynical amusement from the incident. "And the devotion that we have professed--think of it! and the union of souls--ha, ha, ha! and the common interests and the deep sympathy--it is screaming! Almost worth the price I pay, for the sake of the rattling good joke! And by this grave! Great heavens, how humourous is destiny!" He leant his arms on the tomb-stone and laughed on softly, his big form shaking, his strange sinister face appearing over the stone, irradiated with merriment. In the dusk, among the graves, the grinning face looked like that of some mocking demon, some gargoyle come to life, to cast a spell of evil over the place. "Ah, me, life has its comic moments!" His eyes were streaming. "I fear I must seem to you flippant, but you will admit the ludicrous side of the situation. I am none the less ready to cut my throat--ha, ha, ha! Admit, my dear Hadria--Mrs. Temperley--that it appeals also to _your_ sense of humour. A common sense of humour, you know, was one of our bonds of union. What more appropriate than that we should part with shaking sides? Oh, Lord! oh, Lord! what am I to do? One can't live on a good joke for ever." He grasped his head in his hands; then suddenly, he broke out into another paroxysm. "The feminine nature always the same, always, always; infinitely charming and infinitely volatile. Delicious, and oh how instructive!" He slowly recovered calmness, and remained leaning on the gravestone. "May I ask when this little change began to occur!" he asked presently. "If you will ask in a less insolent fashion." He drew himself up from his leaning attitude, and repeated the question, in different words. Hadria answered it, briefly. "Oh, I see," he said, the savage gleam coming back to his eyes. "The change in your feelings began when Fortescue appeared?" Hadria flushed. "It was when he appeared that I became definitely aware of that which I had been struggling with all my might and main to hide from myself, for a long time." "And that was----?" "That there was something in you that made me--well, why should I not say it?--that made me shrink." He set his lips. "You have not me
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