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"I don't believe there _is_ a 'least.' They are both unbearable. It is a question which best fits one's temperament, which leads soonest to resignation." "Oh, Hadria, you would never achieve resignation!" cried Valeria. "Oh, some day, perhaps!" Valeria shook her head. She had no belief in Hadria's powers in that direction. Hopelessness was her nearest approach to that condition of cheerful acquiescence which, Hadria had herself said, profound faith or profound stupidity can perhaps equally inspire. "At least," said Valeria, "you know that you are useful and helpful to those around you. You make your mother happy." "No, my mother is not happy. My work is negative. I just manage to prevent her dying of grief. One must not be too ambitious in this stern world. One can't make people happy merely by reducing oneself, morally, to a jelly. Sometimes, by that means, one can dodge battle and murder and sudden death." "It is terrible!" cried Valeria. "But meanwhile one lays the seed of future calamities, to avoid which some other future woman will have to become jelly. The process always reminds me of the old practice of the Anglo-Saxon kings, who used to buy off the Danes when they threatened invasion, and so pampered the enemy whom their successors would afterwards have to buy off at a still more ruinous cost. I am buying off the Danes, Valeria." CHAPTER XL. "Do you know it is a year to-day, since we came to this cottage?" exclaimed Mrs. Fullerton. "How the time flies!" The remark was made before the party settled to the evening's whist. "You are looking very much better than you did a month after your illness, Mrs. Fullerton," said Joseph Fleming, who was to take a hand, while Hadria played Grieg or Chopin, or Scottish melodies to please the old people. The whist-players enjoyed music during the game. "Ah, I shall never be well," said Mrs. Fullerton. "One can't recover from long worry, Mr. Fleming. Shall we cut for partners?" It was a quaint, low-pitched little room, filled with familiar furniture from Dunaghee, which recalled the old place at every turn. The game went on in silence. The cards were dealt, taken up, shuffled, sorted, played, massed together, cut, dealt, sorted, and so on, round and round; four grave faces deeply engrossed in the process, while the little room was filled with music. Mrs. Fullerton had begun to feel slightly uneasy about her daughter. "So much nursing has
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