public works, to earn all he could for their
subsistence. The apostacy of one of his companions alarmed him; and his
confessor telling him that his going in quest of martyrdom was an
illusion, he determined to return to Spain. Coming back to Gibraltar,
his piety suggested to him to turn pedler, and sell little pictures and
books of devotion, which might furnish him with opportunities of
exhorting his customers to virtue. His stock increasing considerably, he
settled in Granada, where he opened a shop, in 1538, being then
forty-three years of age.

The great preacher and servant of God, John D'Avila, {543} Apostle of
Andalusia, preached that year at Granada, on St. Sebastian's day, which
is there kept as a great festival. John, having heard his sermon, was so
affected with it, that, melting into tears, he filled the whole church
with his cries and lamentations; detesting his past life, beating his
breast, {544} and calling aloud for mercy. Not content with this, he ran
about the streets like a distracted person, tearing his hair, and
behaving in such a manner that he was followed everywhere by the rabble
with sticks and stones, and came home all besmeared with dirt and blood.
He then gave away all he had in the world, and having thus reduced
himself to absolute poverty, that he might die to himself, and crucify
all the sentiments of the old man, he began again to counterfeit the
madman, running about the streets as before, till some had the charity
to take him to the venerable John D'Avila, covered with dirt and blood.
The holy man, full of the Spirit of God, soon discovered in John the
motions of extraordinary graces, spoke to him in private, heard his
general confession, and gave him proper advice, and promised his
assistance ever after. John, out of a desire of the greatest
humiliations, returned soon after to his apparent madness and
extravagances. He was, thereupon, taken up and put into a madhouse, on
supposition of his being disordered in his senses, where the severest
methods were used to bring him to himself, all which he underwent in the
spirit of penance, and by way of atonement for the sins of his past
life. D'Avila, being informed of his conduct, came to visit him, and
found him reduced almost to the grave by weakness, and his body covered
with wounds and sores; but his soul was still vigorous, and thirsting
with the greatest ardor after new sufferings and humiliations. D'Avila
however told him, that having