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ts contents eagerly; the world and its feelings having too much hold on his heart to be plucked out in an instant. Indeed so sudden had been his arrest, trial, and conviction, that it is not surprising the priest found in him a divided spirit, even at an instant like that. His countenance fell, and he passed a hand before his eyes, as if to conceal a weakness that was unbecoming. "They have denied my request, father," he said, "and I must die like a felon--" "The Son of God suffered on the cross suspended between thieves." "I believe there is far less in these opinions than we are accustomed to think--yet it is cruel for one who has filled so high employments--a prince--a Caraccioli, to die like a lazzarone!" "Grandfather--" "Did you speak, child? I wonder not that this indignity should fill thee with horror." "It is not _that_, grandfather," resumed Ghita, shaking off her doubts and looking up with flushed cheeks and a face radiant with holy feelings--"Oh! it is not _that_. If my life could save thine, gladly would I give it up for such a purpose; but do not--do not--at this awful moment mistake the shadow for the substance. What matters it how death is met when it opens the gates of heaven? Pain, I am sure, _you_ cannot fear;--even I, weak and feeble girl that I am, can despise _that_--what other honor can there be in the hour of death than to be thought worthy of the mercy and care of God? Caraccioli or lazzarone--prince or beggar--it will matter not two hours hence; and let me reverently beg of you to humble your thoughts to the level which becomes all sinners." "Thou say'st thou art my grand-child, Ghita--the daughter of my son Francesco?" "Signore, I am, as all tell me--as my heart tells me--and as I believe." "And thou look'st upon these opinions as unworthy--_unsuited_, if thou lik'st that better--to this solemn moment, and considerest the _manner_ of a death a matter of indifference, even to a soldier?" "When placed in comparison with his hopes of heaven--when viewed through his own demerits, and the merits of his Saviour, grandfather." "And wilt thou, then, just entering on the stage of life, with the world before thee, and all that its future can offer, accompany me to the scaffold; let it be known to the mocking crowd that thou derivest thy being through the felon, and art not ashamed to own him for a parent?" "I will, grandfather--this have I come to do," answered Ghita, steadily.
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