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s, I suppose it was all worse for you than for me. _You_ used to be a lady." "Don't talk nonsense," said Susan. "I don't regret what I'm doing," Etta now declared. "It was Gus that made me think about it." She looked somewhat sheepish as she went on to explain. "I had a little too much to drink last night. And when Gus and I were alone, I cried--for no reason except the drink. He asked me why and I had to say something, and it popped into my head to say I was ashamed of the life I was leading. As things turned out, I'm glad I said it. He was awfully impressed." "Of course," said Susan. "You never saw anything like it," continued Etta with an expression suggesting a feeling that she ought to be ashamed but could not help being amused. "He acted differently right away. Why don't you try it on John?" "What for?" "Oh, it'll make him--make him have more--more respect for you." "Perhaps," said Susan indifferently. "Don't you want John to--to respect you?" "I've been too busy having a good time to think much about him--or about anything. I'm tired of thinking. I want to rest. Last night was the first time in my life I danced as much as I wanted to." "Don't you like John?" "Certainly." "He does know a lot, doesn't he? He's like you. He reads and and thinks--and---- He's away ahead of Fatty except---- You don't mind my having the man with the most money?" "Not in the least," laughed Susan. "Money's another thing I'm glad to rest from thinking about." "But this'll last only a few days longer. And--If you managed John Redmond right, Lorna----" "Now--you must not try to make me think." "Lorna--are you _really_ happy?" "Can't you see I am?" "Yes--when we're all together. But when--when you're alone with him----" Susan's expression stopped her. It was a laughing expression; and yet-- Said Susan: "I am happy, dear--very happy. I eat and drink and sleep--and I am, oh, so glad to be alive." "_Isn't_ it good to be alive!--if you've got plenty," exclaimed Etta. "I never knew before. _This_ is the dream, Lorna--and I think I'll kill myself if I have to wake." On Saturday afternoon the four were in one of the rooms discussing where the farewell dinner should be held and what they would eat and drink. Etta called Susan into the other room and shut the door between. "Fatty wants me to go along with him and live in Detroit," said she, blurting it out as if confessing
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