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gesture of disgust, and said with feeling, "How low a woman must have sunk before she could take to that life!" "Yes," said Susan. "So low that there couldn't possibly be left any shred of feeling or decency anywhere in her." Susan did not reply. "It's not a question of morals, but of sensibility," pursued he. "Some day I'm going to write a play or a story about it. A woman with anything to her, who had to choose between that life and death, wouldn't hesitate an instant. She couldn't. A streetwalker!" And again he made that gesture of disgust. "Before you write," said Susan, in a queer, quiet voice, "you'll find out all about it. Maybe some of these girls--most of them--all of them--are still human beings. It's not fair to judge people unless you know. And it's so easy to say that someone else ought to die rather than do this or that." "You can't imagine yourself doing such a thing," urged he. Susan hesitated, then--"Yes," she said. Her tone irritated him. "Oh, nonsense! You don't know what you're talking about." "Yes," said Susan. "Susie!" he exclaimed, looking reprovingly at her. She met his eyes without flinching. "Yes," she said. "I have." He stopped short and his expression set her bosom to heaving. But her gaze was steady upon his. "Why did you tell me!" he cried. "Oh, it isn't so--it can't be. You don't mean exactly that." "Yes, I do," said she. "Don't tell me! I don't want to know." And he strode on, she keeping beside him. "I can't let you believe me different from what I am," replied she. "Not you. I supposed you guessed." "Now I'll always think of it--whenever I look at you. . . . I simply can't believe it. . . . You spoke of it as if you weren't ashamed." "I'm not ashamed," she said. "Not before you. There isn't anything I've done that I wouldn't be willing to have you know. I'd have told you, except that I didn't want to recall it. You know that nobody can live without getting dirty. The thing is to want to be clean--and to try to get clean afterward--isn't it?" "Yes," he admitted, as if he had not been hearing. "I wish you hadn't told me. I'll always see it and feel it when I look at you." "I want you to," said she. "I couldn't love you as I do if I hadn't gone through a great deal." "But it must have left its stains upon you," said he. Again he stopped short in the street, faced her at the curb, with the crowd hurrying by and jostling
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