adful to me any more.
It's all in the game, as Mr. Burlingham used to say."
"Burlingham--who's he?" It was Etta's first faint clew toward
that mysterious past of Susan's into which she longed to peer.
"Oh--a man I knew. He's dead."
A long pause, Etta watching Susan's unreadable face. At last she said:
"You don't seem a bit excited."
Susan came back to the present. "Don't I? Your soup's getting cold."
Etta ate several spoonfuls, then said with an embarrassed
attempt at a laugh, "I--I went, too."
Susan slowly turned upon Etta her gaze--the gaze of eyes
softening, becoming violet. Etta's eyes dropped and the color
flooded into her fair skin. "He was an old man--forty or maybe
fifty," she explained nervously. "He gave me two dollars. I
nearly didn't get him. I lost my nerve and told him I was good
and was only starting because I needed money."
"Never whine," said Susan. "It's no use. Take what comes, and
wait for a winning hand."
Etta looked at her in a puzzled way. "How queer you talk! Not a
bit like yourself. You sound so much older. . . . And your
eyes--they don't look natural at all."
Indeed they looked supernatural. The last trace of gray was
gone. They were of the purest, deepest violet, luminous,
mysterious, with that awe-inspiring expression of utter
aloneness. But as Etta spoke the expression changed. The gray
came back and with it a glance of irony. Said she:
"Oh--nonsense! I'm all right."
"I didn't mind nearly as much as I thought I would. Yes, I'll
get used to it."
"You mustn't," said Susan.
"But I've got to."
"We've got to do it, but we haven't got to get used to it,"
replied Susan.
Etta was still puzzling at this when the dinner now came--a
fine, thick broiled steak, the best steak Susan had ever seen,
and the best food Etta had ever seen.
They had happened upon one of those famous Cincinnati chop
houses where in plain surroundings the highest quality of plain
food is served. "You _are_ hungry, aren't you, Lorna?" said Etta.
"Yes--I'm hungry," declared Susan. "Cut it--quick."
"Draught beer or bottled?" asked the waiter.
"Bring us draught beer," said Etta. "I haven't tasted beer since
our restaurant burned."
"I never tasted it," said Susan. "But I'll try it tonight."
Etta cut two thick slices from the steak, put them on Susan's
plate with some of the beautifully browned fried potatoes.
"Gracious, they have good things to eat here!" s
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