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account for it at all?' For he sometimes gave me pieces of information which enabled me to impress Diana afterwards by my intimate knowledge of horses. 'Whinnying?' he said. 'They're _laughing_, that's what they're doing--and no wonder!' 'Oh!' said I, 'and what's the joke?' 'Why, _you_ are!' he replied. 'You don't suppose you take _them_ in, do you? They know all about you, bless your heart!' 'Oh, do they?' I said blankly. This brute took a positive pleasure, I believe, in reducing my self-esteem. 'I dare say it has got about through Wild Rose,' he continued. 'She was immensely tickled when I told her. I'm afraid she must have been feeling rather dull all these days, by the bye.' I felt an unworthy impulse to take his conceit down as he had lowered mine. 'Not so very, I think,' I said. 'She seemed to me to find that brown hunter of Colonel Cockshott's a very agreeable substitute.' Late as it is for reparation, I must acknowledge with shame that in uttering this insinuation, I did that poor little mare (for whom I entertained the highest respect) a shameful injustice; and I should like to state here, in the most solemn and emphatic manner, my sincere belief that, from first to last, she conducted herself in a manner that should have shielded her from all calumny. It was only a mean desire to retaliate, a petty and ignoble spite, that prompted me thus to poison Brutus's confidence, and I regretted the words as soon as I had uttered them. 'That beast!' he said, starting as if I had touched him with a whip--a thing I never used--'why, he hasn't two ideas in his great fiddle-head. The only sort of officer _he_ ought to carry is a Salvationist!' 'I grant he has not your personal advantages and charm of manner,' I said. 'No doubt I was wrong to say anything about it.' 'No,' he said, 'you--you have done me a service,' and he relapsed into a sombre silence. I was riding with Diana as usual, and was about to express my delight at being able to resume our companionship, when her mare drew slightly ahead and lashed out suddenly, catching me on the left leg, and causing intense agony for the moment. Diana showed the sweetest concern, imploring me to go home in a cab at once, while her groom took charge of Brutus. I declined the cab; but, as my leg was really painful, and Brutus was showing an impatience I dared not disregard, I had to leave her side. On our way home, Brutus said moodily, 'It is all
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