on, "Convoy to West
Indies sailed this morning."
"Then it is all over for the present," said I, throwing myself back in
the carriage; and I continued in a melancholy humour until Mr
Wharncliffe, who had business in the city, put me down as near as the
carriage went to the house of Mr Drummond. I found Sarah, who was the
depository of all my thoughts, pains, and pleasures, and I communicated
to her this episode in the history of young Tom. As most ladies are
severe judges of their own sex, she was very strong in her expressions
against the conduct of Mary, which she would not allow to admit of any
palliation. Even her penitence had no weight with her.
"And yet, how often is it the case, Sarah, not perhaps to the extent
carried on by this mistaken girl; but still, the disappointment is as
great, although the consequences are not so calamitous. Among the
higher classes, how often do young men receive encouragement, and yield
themselves up to a passion, to end only in disappointment! It is not
necessary to plight troth; a young woman may not have virtually
committed herself, and yet, by merely appearing pleased with the
conversation and company of a young man, induce him to venture his
affections in a treacherous sea, and eventually find them wrecked."
"You are very nautically poetical, Jacob," replied Sarah. "Such things
do happen; but I think that women's affections are, to use your phrase,
oftener wrecked than those of men. That, however, does not exculpate
either party. A woman must be blind, indeed, if she cannot perceive, in
a very short time, whether she is trifling with a man's feelings, and
base, indeed, if she continues to practise upon them."
"Sarah," replied I, and I stopped.
"Well?"
"I was," replied I, stammering a little--"I was going to ask you if you
were blind."
"As to what, Jacob?" said Sarah, colouring up.
"As to my feelings towards you."
"No; I believe you like me very well," replied she, smiling.
"Do you think that that is all?"
"Where do you dine to-day, Jacob," replied Sarah.
"That must depend upon you and your answer. If I dine here to-day, I
trust to dine here often. If I do not dine here to-day, probably I
never may again. I wish to know, Sarah, whether you have been blind to
my feelings towards you; for, with the case of Mary and Tom before me, I
feel that I must no longer trust to my own hopes, which may end in
disappointment. Will you have the kindness to p
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