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daughter." Tom embraced his mother, and followed me to the boat; we pulled up against the tide, and were soon at Putney. "Tom, you had better stay in the boat. I will either come or send for you." It was very unwillingly that Tom consented, but I overruled his entreaties, and he remained. I walked to Mary's house and entered. She was up in the little parlour, dressed in deep mourning; when I entered she was looking out upon the river; she turned her head, and perceiving me, rose to meet me. "You do not come to upbraid me, Jacob, I am sure," said she, in a melancholy voice; "you are too kind-hearted for that." "No, no, Mary; I come to comfort you, if possible." "That is not possible. Look at me, Jacob. Is there not a worm--a canker--that gnaws within?" The hollow cheek and wild flaring eye, once so beautiful, but too plainly told the truth. "Mary," said I, "sit down; you know what the Bible says--`It is good for us to be afflicted.'" "Yes, yes," sobbed Mary, "I deserve all I suffer; and I bow in humility. But am I not too much punished, Jacob? Not that I would repine; but is it not too much for me to bear, when I think that I am the destroyer of one who loved me so?" "You have not been the destroyer, Mary." "Yes, yes; my heart tells me that I have." "But--I tell you that you have not. Say, Mary, dreadful as the punishment has been, would you not kiss the rod with thankfulness, if it cured you of your unfortunate disposition, and prepared you to make a good wife?" "That it has cured me, Jacob, I can safely assert; but it has also killed me as well as him. But I wish not to live; and I trust, in a few short months, to repose by his side." "I hope you will have your wish, Mary, very soon, but not in death." "Merciful heavens! what do you mean, Jacob?" "I said you were not the destroyer of poor Tom--you have not been; he has not _yet_ suffered; there was an informality, which has induced them to revise the sentence." "Jacob," replied Mary, "it is cruelty to raise my hopes only to crush them again. If not yet dead, he is still to die. I wish you had not told me so," continued she, bursting into tears; "what a state of agony and suspense must he have been in all this time, and I--I have caused his sufferings! I trusted he had long been released from this cruel, heartless world." The flood of tears which followed assured me that I could safely impart the glad intelligence.
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