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dark till you were fast asleep again. Then I drew out the bag very carefully from behind your head, and changed it for your own bag, having first filled your own bag with the leaden nuggets and one or two little bits of gold at the top, so that you had your own bag when you woke in the morning, but I had your gold in the other bag. There, you know all now, you can understand all the rest. I sold your nuggets--I spent part of the money in drink--I played again--I've lost all--I shall never be able to repay you--I dare not look you in the face--I dare not look my father and mother in the face--I dare not look--it's no matter. You are an honest fellow, Jacob, and will get on, spite of my villainy. If you ever marry and have children, make them total abstainers, if you would keep them safe in body and soul. As for myself, I cannot mend--I'm past it--I've been cheating myself with the belief that I meant to mend, but I never did. I see it now. There, Jacob, I don't ask you to forgive me, but I do ask one thing--grant it me for the love you once had to me--it is this: wait a month, I shall be out of the way by that time, and then post the enclosed letter to my poor mother. I have told her how I have robbed you. My father will repay you. Tell him where he can find you. I shall soon be out of everybody's reach. And now all I have got to ask you is just to wipe me out of your thoughts altogether, and to forget that there ever was such a person as your guilty, miserable, degraded master." "Oh, Mr Poole," said his landlady, compassionately, when he had begun to recover from the first vehemence of his grief, "I fear there's something dreadfully wrong." Jacob shook his head. "All lost--all ruined," he replied. Yet even now his heart yearned towards his miserable master. He would not expose him to Mrs Jones; she at least should know nothing of his own loss. "Mrs Jones," he said, holding out his hand, "I must say good-bye. I fear my poor master's got into very bad hands. I don't rightly know what's become of him; but where there's life there's hope, and I trust he isn't past that. If you and I meet again, may it be a happier meeting. Be so good as to hand me my--my--bag I left in your charge," he added, with quivering voice. "I'm so sorry," said the good woman, when she had fetched the bag. "I wish I could do anything to comfort you. I'm sure I'm truly sorry fo
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