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na's face was dyed with shame. "We must put these things by," said Merthyr. "Go to Emilia presently, and tell her--settle with her as you think fitting, how she shall see this Wilfrid Pole. I have promised her she shall have her wish." Coloured by the emotion she was burning from, these words smote Georgiana with a mournful compassion for Merthyr. He had risen, and by that she knew that nothing could be said to alter his will. A sentimental pair likewise, if you please; but these were sentimentalists who served an active deity; and not that arbitrary protection of a subtle selfishness which rules the fairer portion of our fat England. CHAPTER XLIX "My brother tells me it is your wish to see Mr. Wilfrid Pole." Emilia's "Yes" came faintly in answer to Georgiana's cold accents. "Have you considered what you are doing in expressing such a desire?" Another "Yes" was heard from under an uplifted head:--a culprit affirmative, whereat the just take fire. "Be honest, Emilia. Seek counsel and guidance to-night, as you have done before with me, and profited, I think. If I write to bid him come, what will it mean?" "Nothing more," breathed Emilia. "To him--for in his way he seems to care for you fitfully--it will mean--stop! hear me. The words you speak will have no part of the meaning, even if you restrain your tongue. To him it will imply that his power over you is unaltered. I suppose that the task of making you perceive the effect it really will have on you is hopeless." "I have seen him, and I know," said Emilia, in a corresponding tone. "You saw him that night of our return from Penarvon? Judge of him by that. He would not spare you. To gratify I know not what wildness in his nature, he did not hesitate to open your old wound. And to what purpose? A freak of passion!" "He could not help it. I told him he would come, and he came." "This, possibly, you call love; do you not?" Emilia was about to utter a plain affirmative, but it was checked. The novelty of the idea of its not being love arrested her imagination. "If he comes to you here," resumed Georgiana-- "He must come!" cried Emilia. "My brother has sanctioned it, so his coming or not will rest with him. If he comes, let me know the good that you think will result from an interview? Ah! you have not weighed that question. Do so;--or you give no heed to it? In any ease, try to look into your own breast. You were not born to
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