FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385  
386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400   401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   >>   >|  
g, when you were talking to Mrs. Cameron." Emilia left him, abashed, to dread shrewdly their meeting within five minutes at the breakfast-table; to dread eating under his eyes, with doubts of the character of her acts generally. She was, indeed, his humble scholar, though she seemed so full of weariness and revolt. He, however, when alone, looked fixedly at the door through which she had passed, and said, "She loves that man still. Similar ages, similar tastes, I suppose! She is dressed to be ready for him. She can't learn: she can do nothing. My work mayn't be lost, but it's lost for me." Merthyr did not know that Georgiana had betrayed him, but in no case would he have given Emilia the signs she expected: in the first place, because he had self-command; and, secondly, because of those years he counted in advance of her. So she had the full mystery of his loving her to think over, without a spot of the weakness to fasten on. Georgiana's first sight of Emilia in her Branciani dress shut her heart against the girl with iron clasps. She took occasion to remark, "We need not expect visitors so very early;" but the offender was impervious. Breakfast finished, the reading with Merthyr recommenced, when Emilia, having got over her surprise at the sameness of things this day, acquitted herself better, and even declaimed the verses musically. Seeing him look pleased, she spoke them out sonorously. Merthyr applauded. Upon which Emilia said, with odd abruptness and solemnity, "Will he come to-day?" It was beyond Merthyr's power of self-control to consent to be taken into a consultation on this matter, and he attempted to put it aside. "He may or he may not--probably to-morrow." "No; to-day, in the afternoon," said Emilia, "be near me." "I have engagements." "Some word, say, that will seem to be you with me." "Some flattery, or you won't remember it." "Yes, I like flattery." "Well, you look like Countess Branciani when, after thinking her husband the basest of men, she discovered him to be the noblest." Emilia blushed. "That's not easily forgotten! But she must have looked braver, bolder, not so under a burden as I feel." "The comparison was meant to suit the moment of your reciting." "Yes," said Emilia, half-mournfully, "then 'myself' doesn't sit on my shoulders: I don't even care what I am." "That is what Art does for you." "Only by fits and starts now. Once I never thought of myself." There was a
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385  
386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400   401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Emilia

 

Merthyr

 
Branciani
 

looked

 

flattery

 

Georgiana

 

attempted

 

morrow

 

afternoon

 

engagements


matter

 
consent
 
pleased
 

Seeing

 
sonorously
 

musically

 

verses

 

acquitted

 

declaimed

 

applauded


control

 

abruptness

 

solemnity

 

consultation

 
remember
 

burden

 
comparison
 

bolder

 

braver

 

mournfully


starts

 
reciting
 

moment

 

forgotten

 

easily

 
shoulders
 

Countess

 
discovered
 

noblest

 

blushed


thought

 

thinking

 
husband
 

basest

 

passed

 
fixedly
 

weariness

 
revolt
 

Similar

 

similar