FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   >>  
invincible loyalty of principle, and that, asking no sentimental affection, and indeed yielding none, he was, without presuming on his relationship, devoted to his cousin's interest. It seemed that from being a glancing ray of sunshine in the house, evasive but never obtrusive, he had become a daily necessity of comfort and security to his benefactor. Clarence was, however, astonished, when, one morning, Don Juan, with the same embarrassed manner he had shown at their first meeting, suddenly asked him, "what business he expected to follow." It seemed the more singular, as the speaker, like most abstracted men, had hitherto always studiously ignored the future, in their daily intercourse. Yet this might have been either the habit of security or the caution of doubt. Whatever it was, it was some sudden disturbance of Don Juan's equanimity, as disconcerting to himself as it was to Clarence. So conscious was the boy of this that, without replying to his cousin's question, but striving in vain to recall some delinquency of his own, he asked, with his usual boyish directness-- "Has anything happened? Have I done anything wrong?" "No, no," returned Don Juan hurriedly. "But, you see, it's time that you should think of your future--or at least prepare for it. I mean you ought to have some more regular education. You will have to go to school. It's too bad," he added fretfully, with a certain impatient forgetfulness of Clarence's presence, and as if following his own thought. "Just as you are becoming of service to me, and justifying your ridiculous position here--and all this d--d nonsense that's gone before--I mean, of course, Clarence," he interrupted himself, catching sight of the boy's whitening cheek and darkening eye, "I mean, you know--this ridiculousness of my keeping you from school at your age, and trying to teach you myself--don't you see." "You think it is--ridiculous," repeated Clarence, with dogged persistency. "I mean I am ridiculous," said Don Juan hastily. "There! there! let's say no more about it. To-morrow we'll ride over to San Jose and see the Father Secretary at the Jesuits' College about your entering at once. It's a good school, and you'll always be near the rancho!" And so the interview ended. I am afraid that Clarence's first idea was to run away. There are few experiences more crushing to an ingenuous nature than the sudden revelation of the aspect in which it is regarded by others. The
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   >>  



Top keywords:

Clarence

 
ridiculous
 

school

 

security

 

cousin

 

future

 
sudden
 
keeping
 

whitening

 
ridiculousness

darkening

 

position

 

thought

 

presence

 

forgetfulness

 

fretfully

 

impatient

 

service

 
interrupted
 

catching


nonsense

 

justifying

 

afraid

 

interview

 
rancho
 

experiences

 
crushing
 

regarded

 

aspect

 
revelation

ingenuous

 

nature

 

persistency

 

hastily

 

dogged

 

repeated

 
Secretary
 

Father

 

Jesuits

 

College


entering

 

morrow

 

happened

 

morning

 
embarrassed
 
manner
 

comfort

 

benefactor

 
astonished
 

meeting