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e quaint, coloured picture on its panel. And then, with a movement which, strangely, was an acute reminder of a way Victoria had, Euphrasia turned and searched his face once more. "You're not happy," she said. He could not put this aside--nor did he wish to. Her own confidence had been so simple, so fine, so sure of his sympathy, that he felt it would be unworthy to equivocate; the confessions of the self-reliant are sacred things. Yes, and there had been times when he had longed to unburden himself; but he had had no intimate on this plane, and despite the great sympathy between them--that Euphrasia might understand had never occurred to him. She had read his secret. In that instant Euphrasia, with the instinct which love lends to her sex, had gone farther; indignation seized her--and the blame fell upon the woman. Austen's words, unconsciously, were an answer to her thoughts. "It isn't anybody's fault but my own," he said. Euphrasia's lips were tightly closed. Long ago the idol of her youth had faded into the substance of which dreams are made--to be recalled by dreams alone; another worship had filled her heart, and Austen Vane had become--for her--the fulness and the very meaning of life itself; one to be admired of all men, to be desired of all women. Visions of Austen's courtship had at times risen in her mind, although Euphrasia would not have called it a courtship. When the time came, Austen would confer; and so sure of his judgment was Euphrasia that she was prepared to take the recipient of the priceless gift into her arms. And now! Was it possible that a woman lived who would even hesitate? Curiosity seized Euphrasia with the intensity of a passion. Who was this woman? When and where had he seen her? Ripton could not have produced her--for it was characteristic of Euphrasia that no girl of her acquaintance was worthy to be raised to such a height; Austen's wife would be an unknown of ideal appearance and attainments. Hence indignation rocked Euphrasia, and doubts swayed her. In this alone she had been an idealist, but she might have known that good men were a prey to the unworthy of the opposite sex. She glanced at Austen's face, and he smiled at her gently, as though he divined something of her thoughts. "If it isn't your fault, that you're not happy, then the matter's easily mended," she said. He shook his head at her, as though in reproof. "Was yours--easily mended?" he asked. Euphra
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