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imed Mr. Crewe, impatiently, "is sheer nonsense. I want you, and I mean to have you." There came a look into her eyes which Mr. Crewe did not see, because her face was turned from him. "I could be happy," she said, "for days and weeks and years in a but on the side of Sawanec. I could be happy in a farm-house where I had to do all the work. I am not the model housewife which your imagination depicts, Humphrey. I could live in two rooms and eat at an Italian restaurant--with the right man. And I am afraid the wrong one would wake up one day and discover that I had gone. I am sorry to disillusionize you, but I don't care a fig for balls and garden-parties and salons. It would be much more fun to run away from them to the queer places of the earth--with the right man. And I should have to possess one essential to put up with--greatness and what you call a public career." "And what is that essential?" he asked. "Love," said Victoria. He heard the word but faintly, for her face was still turned away from him. "You've offered me the things that are attainable by taking thought, by perseverance, by pertinacity, by the outwitting of your fellow-men, by the stacking of coins. And I want--the unattainable, the divine gift which is bestowed, which cannot be acquired. If it could be acquired, Humphrey," she added, looking at him, "I am sure you would acquire it--if you thought it worth while." "I don't understand you," he said,--and looked it. "No," said Victoria, "I was afraid you wouldn't. And moreover, you never would. There is no use in my trying to make myself any clearer, and you'll have to keep your appointment. I hesitate to contradict you, but I am not the kind of woman you want. That is one reason I cannot marry you. And the other is, that I do not love you." "You can't be in love with any one else?" he cried. "That does seem rather preposterous, I'll admit," she answered. "But if I were, it wouldn't make any difference." "You won't marry me?" he said, getting to his feet. There was incredulity in his voice, and a certain amount of bewilderment. The thing was indeed incredible! "No," said Victoria, "I won't." And he had only to look into her face to see that it was so. Hitherto nil desperandum had been a good working motto, but something told him it was useless in this case. He thrust on his hat and pulled out his watch. "Well," he said, "that settles it. I must--say I can't see your point of vie
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